AMNbreedsGirl09
10-14-2007, 04:22 AM
me and DF have been together for 3 years!! we spent every waking moment together completely inseperable, then he left for bootcamp 16 months ago last thursday and i crashed, but then he fell back onto earth and he had good work shifts and as pathetic as it may sound we talked from 5-1 every single day and more on his days off.
He's been deployed for a month and a half now, with no phone calls, no letters, no internet.
He gave me so much hope that nothing would change except the distance and we'll still talk all the time and everything will be just fine. Then i got the news that he works the night shift there, which is the exact time i get out of school until i go to bed. He told me that he will try and try and try to get a different schedule, but he didnt get it.
Thats what i hate. i hate having my hopes up and getting the complete opposite. he has never lied to me or mislead me in any way but i feel like i was mislead, its not his fault because he had no idea how bad it would be.
I get up at 3 am once a week to have the only chance to talk to him on MSN for an hour or so - im lucky tonight its been 2 hours.
He's been deployed for a month and a half now, with no phone calls, no letters, no internet.
He gave me so much hope that nothing would change except the distance and we'll still talk all the time and everything will be just fine. Then i got the news that he works the night shift there, which is the exact time i get out of school until i go to bed. He told me that he will try and try and try to get a different schedule, but he didnt get it.
Thats what i hate. i hate having my hopes up and getting the complete opposite. he has never lied to me or mislead me in any way but i feel like i was mislead, its not his fault because he had no idea how bad it would be.
I get up at 3 am once a week to have the only chance to talk to him on MSN for an hour or so - im lucky tonight its been 2 hours.