:tearsWell he hasn't left yet and wont for about 2 weeks....but I'm so upset and sad and just down in the dumps...I will get to see him one more time...he lives in Ca and me in PA...but then thats it...I just can't believe it is happening...I am so scared for this...:tears:tears:rolleyes

:hugehug You'll get through it, and we're all here for you.

it's a lot scarier thinking about it than actually doing it.

it's a lot scarier thinking about it than actually doing it.

I agree to that. You can do it. It'll pass by fast; I know right now it may not seem like it.. But it will.

:hugs we're here for you. You'll be o.k. :)

:hugehug I remember crying for days before he left and just doing my daily routine, I felt overwhelmed like I couldn't function. Try not to focus on him leaving (I know, easier said than done), but look forward to your next visit with him. I hope you have a better day tomorrow. SOS like crazy while he's gone, that's helped me! PM me any time.

i remember i shut down for maybe 2 weeks before he left... we weren't able to talk at all when he left for training, and his deployment was earlier than it was planned, so the only time i got to talk to him in a month was when he was at his last airport before he was about to fly overseas... then he disapeard for a week. i wont lie it was the hardest time in my entire life i just wanted to basically die. Trust me, once you get past this the actual deployment isn't that bad, it gets easier as it goes by. everyones here for you on SOS