they usually come about once a week. i do SO well and then they just hit me.

DB called last night about 2am here and we talked for about 25 min before he got yelled at to keep phone calls at 15 min or less. we usually talk for 30-45 min so now i dont know how its gonna be like now when he calls.

anyways after i hung up with him i felt fine and went back to bed happy. well this morning i woke up just feeling like crap, missing him, and feeling like i want to just talk to him more, even just for a minute

another thing i feel like im always talking TOO much when he calls and not giving him a chance to speak. so i wrote him an email telling him howi feel about this.

i woke up atleast 10 times in the middle of the night to check my email to see if he sent me anything...nothing

i just hate these bummy days that sneak up on me, i am greatful that they have only been happening about once a week, i hope they stay that way cuz i dont know if i could handle this everyday for the next yr!

awww im sorry you are having a bad day hun...I had a bad day thanksgiving kinda...but I also feel like I talk too much when Im on the phone with DB...but I kinda think he likes that...I ask him what hes doing over there and yadda yadda yadda...and hes like the same things I did when in Ca...so I think they like when we tell them whats going on....

Feel better hunny!!!!! I'm thinking of ya!!:hugehug

they usually come about once a week. i do SO well and then they just hit me.

DB called last night about 2am here and we talked for about 25 min before he got yelled at to keep phone calls at 15 min or less. we usually talk for 30-45 min so now i dont know how its gonna be like now when he calls.

anyways after i hung up with him i felt fine and went back to bed happy. well this morning i woke up just feeling like crap, missing him, and feeling like i want to just talk to him more, even just for a minute

another thing i feel like im always talking TOO much when he calls and not giving him a chance to speak. so i wrote him an email telling him howi feel about this.

i woke up atleast 10 times in the middle of the night to check my email to see if he sent me anything...nothing

i just hate these bummy days that sneak up on me, i am greatful that they have only been happening about once a week, i hope they stay that way cuz i dont know if i could handle this everyday for the next yr!


I always feel crappy after talking to DB. Don't get me wrong, I am has happy as a pig in shit until its time to hang up then it all goes to hell in a ham basket. You just want to talk one more minute and then hang up not knowing when the next time will be.

I am there with you.

you're entitled!! :hugehug

Sometimes when i feel like i talk to much, i tell him to tell me about his day, whats on his mind etc. Sometimes he likes to talk, other times he'd just rather listen. I probably talk more than he does, but I always have!! :giggle
I've been there, checking my email 100 times during the night, i had to nip that in the bud, i usually just put my computer on hibernate and try to distract myself, but sometimes i can't help myself :lmao

You are not alone!!! Hang in there, tomorrow is a new day!!

:hugs Aww I'm soo sorry. I know just how you feel. I was having one of those yesterday. I hope that you start feeling better soon. Those days can just be brutal. I hope everything starts getting better for you. :hugs

thank you all so much for your responses!! i always know that you guys will be here no matter what and i really appreciate it!

i felt like this when my db didnt call as much. i felt sick and didnt want to do anything....just take day by day! much love.