Ok, I dont want to be a "whiner" so here is the main reasons why I am upset right now. I dont usually share, but fuck it. These are in NO order as far as importance goes.

1. I literally have NO money. All my accounts are overdrawn, bills overdue.
2. Because of #1, I can't afford to buy christmas presents, or even gas for my car. I also didnt pay my rent. FUN!
3. My birthday is a week from today, and I dont get to spend it with anyone I love.
4. I am scared to walk from my car to my apartment (my roomie got mugged about a month ago at our apartment complex)
5. I've gained weight. Yeah its my fault, but that doesnt make me feel better.
6. My grandpa had a stroke a couple weeks ago. They don't think He will live to see next christmas, and I cant afford to fly home.
7. I hate living here. Every day is worse than the last. For Gods Sake, they shot CHILDREN getting off a school bus here!
8. Things have gotten "busy" for DB which translates into "dangerous" (it does!) which is why I freak out when I dont hear from him as much as I usually do.

Well, there is a lot more, but I'm sure that some people really don't care.

I hope things start looking up for you! I'm always around if you'd like someone to talk to! :yes

I'm sorry your going through all of this:hugehug I hope things get better for you.

I'm so sorry sweetie. :hugs I hope things start to get better for you. :goodvibes :pray

Ok, I dont want to be a "whiner" so here is the main reasons why I am upset right now. I dont usually share, but fuck it. These are in NO order as far as importance goes.

1. I literally have NO money. All my accounts are overdrawn, bills overdue.
2. Because of #1, I can't afford to buy christmas presents, or even gas for my car. I also didnt pay my rent. FUN!
3. My birthday is a week from today, and I dont get to spend it with anyone I love.
4. I am scared to walk from my car to my apartment (my roomie got mugged about a month ago at our apartment complex)
5. I've gained weight. Yeah its my fault, but that doesnt make me feel better.
6. My grandpa had a stroke a couple weeks ago. They don't think He will live to see next christmas, and I cant afford to fly home.
7. I hate living here. Every day is worse than the last. For Gods Sake, they shot CHILDREN getting off a school bus here!
8. Things have gotten "busy" for DB which translates into "dangerous" (it does!) which is why I freak out when I dont hear from him as much as I usually do.

Well, there is a lot more, but I'm sure that some people really don't care.

Let it out, girl! I know the feeling, at least on some level... No one is gonna criticize you for venting! :hugehug

If people don't like you letting it out, I say kick em in the head! (Sorry, repressing a bit of anger myself)

I'm so sorry sweetie. :hugs I hope things start to get better for you. :goodvibes :pray

Thanks guys. Its just really really frustrating. Being sick on top of everything doesnt help!

:hugs i'm so sorry :( and i DO care! i wish i could help. i hear ya on the money aspect. ugh. i hope things get better.

wow girl, I am sooo sorry that you have all that on your shoulders it can get very overwhelming, and your neighborhood sounds scary. I would say go get some pepper spray but because of your #1 I am thinking that isn't an option. Maybe go to your local police office and see if they will take pitty and have some to give you.

Be safe and remember to keep your keys between your knukles incase you need to kick some ass.

Ok, I dont want to be a "whiner" so here is the main reasons why I am upset right now. I dont usually share, but fuck it. These are in NO order as far as importance goes.

1. I literally have NO money. All my accounts are overdrawn, bills overdue.
2. Because of #1, I can't afford to buy christmas presents, or even gas for my car. I also didnt pay my rent. FUN!
3. My birthday is a week from today, and I dont get to spend it with anyone I love.
4. I am scared to walk from my car to my apartment (my roomie got mugged about a month ago at our apartment complex)
5. I've gained weight. Yeah its my fault, but that doesnt make me feel better.
6. My grandpa had a stroke a couple weeks ago. They don't think He will live to see next christmas, and I cant afford to fly home.
7. I hate living here. Every day is worse than the last. For Gods Sake, they shot CHILDREN getting off a school bus here!
8. Things have gotten "busy" for DB which translates into "dangerous" (it does!) which is why I freak out when I dont hear from him as much as I usually do.

Well, there is a lot more, but I'm sure that some people really don't care.


OK I am not going to tell you everything is going to be fine but here is what we are going to do.

1. and 2. We will be poor together. I didn't pay my car payment so if you did, we have a car and I have a little $$$$ for some gas.

3. I already put you on my birthday calendar from your first post so pretend I love you, you love me, and we will spend it together drinking :hosed

4. and 5. I will protect you because I am a bad ass MFuck#$ and I gained a little weight also.

6. Can't do much about that but I will pray for him.

7. Come move in with me, I need someone to talk too and watch TV with. (for all those asking, no I am not Gay).

8. We will support each other through this and together we will make it through.

But if for some reason we end up lost, can someone on SOS take us in??????

You will never be alone as long as you have us SOS.

OK I am not going to tell you everything is going to be fine but here is what we are going to do.

1. and 2. We will be poor together. I didn't pay my car payment so if you did, we have a car and I have a little $$$$ for some gas.

3. I already put you on my birthday calendar from your first post so pretend I love you, you love me, and we will spend it together drinking :hosed

4. and 5. I will protect you because I am a bad ass MFuck#$ and I gained a little weight also.

6. Can't do much about that but I will pray for him.

7. Come move in with me, I need someone to talk too and watch TV with. (for all those asking, no I am not Gay).

8. We will support each other through this and together we will make it through.

But if for some reason we end up lost, can someone on SOS take us in??????

You will never be alone as long as you have us SOS.

You can all come here and stay with me!! Well ok maybe not, I'm broke too... But maybe between us we can pull it off!

:hugs

Once when I was down on luck, and just down on life in general, I had a friend send me a card that read: "When life is down and looking worse, carry a cookie in your purse!" Not that I ever actually did put a cookie in my purse, but its good to have something positive around. Plus, it helped to know someone cared, and I do care when anyone is having a tough time! I hope things look up soon!

:hugs I hope things get better .... LOL but I'm pretty much in the same boat! (L)

:hugs sweetie. I have been there, and whe it rains, it pour ... literally. But you are a strong women to be going thru this. I hope that you are out of all this s&%! soon. :hugs

OK I am not going to tell you everything is going to be fine but here is what we are going to do.

1. and 2. We will be poor together. I didn't pay my car payment so if you did, we have a car and I have a little $$$$ for some gas.

3. I already put you on my birthday calendar from your first post so pretend I love you, you love me, and we will spend it together drinking :hosed

4. and 5. I will protect you because I am a bad ass MFuck#$ and I gained a little weight also.

6. Can't do much about that but I will pray for him.

7. Come move in with me, I need someone to talk too and watch TV with. (for all those asking, no I am not Gay).

8. We will support each other through this and together we will make it through.

But if for some reason we end up lost, can someone on SOS take us in??????

You will never be alone as long as you have us SOS.

BRILLIANT!

Yeah, I paid my car payment... but my phone bill, no so much. :banghead :lol