So this week I have been a basketcase. I was out tonight for hapyy hour afterwork and realized I left my ID in my jean at home. I'm in my mind 30's and the waiter wouldn't serve me, usually no big deal I'd just drink a coke, well I had to leave because I started to cry and I felt like a complete FREAK!! If you knew me you'd know that I just don't wig in public like that. At work earlier this week I burst into tears and had to go into my classroom so none of the teachers or students would see me bing a ninnie. Geeeeeesh I'm starting to feel like a real head-case. The worst part is that I have no control over it. Its like PMSIng to the MAX. Its so weird. I lost my Dad about 6 years ago so holidays have been hard since then. Its just never the same after you lose a loved one. BUT all I can think is that its stress from DB being away....I'm a freaking NUT!! I need to get control I HATE feeling like I might start welling up at the drop of a hat. Not very professional at work thats for sure!! :duh :arg :no

my Pop-Pop died 2 years ago and I know the feeling. I cry every time I think about him not being here :tears :bigsadhug I hope things get better

:bigsadhug

I'm sorry that must be really tough on you at work to have to deal with those feelings.

:jk But I'm having a hard time giving you too much sympathy right now... because when I'm in my mid-30s, I want to have to have my ID with me when I got out! :giggle

so far this year at work i have cried 2 times...i couldn't help it haha

sooo if you feel the urge coming on RUN to the bathroom!!! i hope you feel better hun:hugehug

just one of many reasons i remain unemployed.

but i've been reading the paper & craigs list for jobs at least... it's a step in the right direction

oh sweetie I am so sorry, I know there isn't anything we can do to make it better, but maybe easier. Your love will be in your arms in a few weeks. And yes the holidays make everything harder. Try and focus ont he good times shared with your family and the future good times you will share with your love.

:)

Oh girl, I cry at work ALL the time now. I go to the bathroom fast, but everyone knows what I am doing. You can't help it. It's hard. I know. We are all here for you! You know that! Feel free to PM me anytime :) :hug

UGHHH!!!! TODAY I HAD A SIMILAR EXPERIENCE. I called my mom at break, and she starts asking ALL these questions about DH and i am just so damn worried about him he is going on mission after mission and her asking me all these questions i just started getting SO WORKED UP and started to cry, i feel like such a loser....Noone at work really gets it, and I just wanted to go home!