:wow:eek I'll keep you posted. I haven't a clue what is going on yet :dunno but I have a bad feeling. I shot DB an offline message a little while ago and have no idea when I will get a response since the communication is sparce lately.

:tired Prayers and good vibes needed. I don't know how much more pain I can take. It has been a rough couple of years:no:sigh

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:hugs im very sorry....try to take bath and get some sleep or do something for you :hugs

Thanks girls, I could be jumping the gun but I don't think I am sadly enough:unlove I just don't know why guys have to be so stupid. I just hope he gets back to me with some kind of explanation. I didn't accuse him of anything, just said that I know everything moved quickly for us from the start and if he has had a change of heart that he should just let me know, then I can go from there. If he wants to walk away he is free to go, not gonna fight for this relationship. My last one ended badly, and I have no fight left in me. Especially if he met someone else (this is what I am guessing):pukey Will just have to wait and see what he says:suspect

I hate the feeling :puke I hope you find some answers soon so that feeling goes away :hugs

:bigsadhug:( I'm sorry.

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:hugs I'm sorry hun. Good luck with everything.

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I want to slap him...lol...I dont know you and I dont know him but seriously I want to slep him for being like this. Why is it so hard for men to just say how it really is!

I am so upset, got no sleep last night:grumpy

Aw! :hugs :hugs I'm so sorry! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!

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:hugs I'm so sorry!! I hope he mans up and gives you some explanation soon.

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As Celine Dion said "The heart will go on"

Is that stuck in your head now? Cause it's stuck in mine. I hope you get to feeling better. Breathe in, breathe out. Focus on that for a while and before you know it, you'll be otay.

im sorry and i hope you find out something soon..

I got an answer via offline message this morning saying that he feels like we grew apart, ya know?

I wrote him back saying no, I don't know and that I did everything I could on my end to take good care of him while he was over there. Also said I think I deserve more than a one line explanation after all this time, and I hope he knows what he is doing by letting go of something that was so special. From the time we met up until about September I mean.

I think he thinks he is hot shit now because he worked out and got all muscular and what not. What happened was last night I decided to check myspace to see if he had one and sure enough he did. I haven't spoken to him since Oct 28 but he updated it NoV 27 and was on it yesterday and today. What an effin jerk!!! Here I was being a good girl, sending him packages, writing him email, etc. and thinking he must just be busy and he was able to get time online after all. I am so pissed.:duh

I am SO sorry hun....that man is a big pile of :poop You don't deserve that after everything you have been through and done for him. Gosh I am steamed....I wish I could just :vent :fight

grrr some men in this world deserve to be shot!!!:shoot let him be "muscular" and what not, he will never find another girl who treated him as good as you did :hugehug :ticked:angrywife:spank

wow..Karma...He will get his

It sucks so bad when we try to make them feel ok, and re assure ourselves that they are busy and still will be there, and then they ruin that trust! What the hell is the matter with them?? I am really sorry!!