to help his friend pick out clothing he would like to wear, and to give to him when we see him at graduation..sad. I felt like he died or something. And there was a box on the floor of letters and pictures from one his ex girlfriends, and all the stuff i made him were just thrown in this other box. and his clothes all over the floor, and the comforter felt like it always felt, and i just wanted to sit there and lay in it with him. I just felt like crying. rough night after rough night man. :(

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haha I would have destroyed the ex's box..

my thinking is he doesn't need it anymore :P

that sucks.. If I was in my bf's room right now, I would want to be in one of his huge sweaters watching a war movie with him or something. anything. I miss him so much.

haha I would have destroyed the ex's box..

my thinking is he doesn't need it anymore :P

that sucks.. If I was in my bf's room right now, I would want to be in one of his huge sweaters watching a war movie with him or something. anything. I miss him so much.

i guess his friend was telling me that they burned most of the letters from her, but this was all that was left and there was this werid bottle of perfume of her...kinda creepy.
but, i have one of his jackets with me right now, and it kind of smells like mildew because it was soaked when we got lost in golden gate park in the rain, but then it kinda of smells comforting and like him.

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I hated going in DH's room when he was gone [[before he became my DH,lol]]

Ugg! :sigh It does suck, doesn't it.

yep i had to do that befor at his moms hose it felt so werid to me i dident like doing it

I had the hardest time going into his room. Ugh. And now that we live together...it's rough

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I had the hardest time going into his room. Ugh. And now that we live together...it's rough

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yeah it's like the whole time..your getting ready for the funeral or something. it gives me the chillsss

awww I'm sorry hun :hugs The thing with the exes....don't get too upset about it. I found my DB's journal this summer (didn't even know at the time that he keeps a journal) and it had all these letters from his exes, and some from me. It kinda upset me, but I know I occasionally look at pictures/letters of my exes and reminisce and I wouldn't want him to get mad about that.

awww I'm sorry hun :hugs The thing with the exes....don't get too upset about it. I found my DB's journal this summer (didn't even know at the time that he keeps a journal) and it had all these letters from his exes, and some from me. It kinda upset me, but I know I occasionally look at pictures/letters of my exes and reminisce and I wouldn't want him to get mad about that.

haha yeah..i always seem to forget that i have that stuff too.