Well Eric is gone... 2 years in Japan and the kids and I are in California.. I had to stand there at the airport and watch him walk away.. I thought I was seriously gonna throw up.. I feel like a piece of my heart is torn... I know that we will make it through this and come out stronger.. but I am so sad right now.. I need to go to bed... and just cry!! Sorry for the whining.. I just really needed to get that off my chest..

I understand completely! I just had to drop him off so he can go to bragg then afghanistan..Its so hard to watch them walk away :( Be thankful you have your kids to keep you smiling when it gets tough..We've been trying for awhile now and cant seem to get pregnant.. Stay strong!

im so sorry...i know, like the first 2 days it feels like you are a zombie...i am so sorry...will you be able to visit him?? we are here for you whenever you need us

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Will you be able to spend time with him in Japan?

OMGosh! I'm so sorry.

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:hugehug Hang in there!

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oh janet :hugs i will call you as soon as i can get the chance

:hugs That is the worst feeling... Just so you know, it goes away :hugs

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Im sorry Janet :bigsadhug

:hugehug I am so sorry!!! 2 years is a long time...are you going to be able to visit him...will he be able to come visit you?

Well Eric is gone... 2 years in Japan and the kids and I are in California.. I had to stand there at the airport and watch him walk away.. I thought I was seriously gonna throw up.. I feel like a piece of my heart is torn... I know that we will make it through this and come out stronger.. but I am so sad right now.. I need to go to bed... and just cry!! Sorry for the whining.. I just really needed to get that off my chest..


:hugs I know how you feel girly, dh is in Japan right now, one more year to go. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to pm me anytime. It never gets easy BUT you guys will make it through!!!

i'm sorry, i don't have anything to offer or say.....2 years to be a Geo Bach, wow......

:hugehug if you need to vent I am here DH finished year 2 of being in Japan 1 more to go.

thanks ladies.. I had a big breakdown today and he hasn't even been gone that long. I have been trying to stay upbeat for the kids and they are most definitely keeping me busy so that is a very good thing... I will see him in June hopefully. I want to fly out there and see him and he may be able to visit in December...

Thank you for all of your kind words.. I will definitely be leaning on all of you during this.. and I am so grateful I have you all here

thats not FAIR!!! :hugs

I'm so sorry! :hugs

hang in there hun!

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