Rainbow Brite
01-25-2008, 05:53 PM
I feel like my biological clock is tick tick ticking...
Lately I've been really really wanting a baby. Really, really badly. To the point that when I see other women with babies I get all teary-eyed and emotional. I saw a newborn at the store the other day and almost lost it. I don't know what is wrong with me right now! I've only just turned 22, but I feel like I'm "behind" all of my friends. Everyone else is married with babies (most of them anyways, like 90%). I know its not a contest, but I still feel like I'm "losing". I'm JEALOUS. I NEVER get jealous.
I don't want to have kids before I'm married, and DB have discussed this before and both of us want kids in the next couple years... But I want a baby NOW. I have so much love I want to give unconditionally, its not enough to only have one person anymore. I want to be a mommy.
I dont know if this is the right place for this or not...
Lately I've been really really wanting a baby. Really, really badly. To the point that when I see other women with babies I get all teary-eyed and emotional. I saw a newborn at the store the other day and almost lost it. I don't know what is wrong with me right now! I've only just turned 22, but I feel like I'm "behind" all of my friends. Everyone else is married with babies (most of them anyways, like 90%). I know its not a contest, but I still feel like I'm "losing". I'm JEALOUS. I NEVER get jealous.
I don't want to have kids before I'm married, and DB have discussed this before and both of us want kids in the next couple years... But I want a baby NOW. I have so much love I want to give unconditionally, its not enough to only have one person anymore. I want to be a mommy.
I dont know if this is the right place for this or not...