Cheeky Monkey
01-30-2008, 04:43 AM
Well he called me tonight and we have broken up, it's for good. we have decided that we are better as freinds. and that the only way we will remain friends is if we promise never to try to date again.
he also told me that he slept with somebody while he was on leave. i really and honestly don't know what to feel right now. part of me is angry, i feel like everything was just a lie. i'm hurt, i fell like my whole world has crumbled around me. i'm relieved, we agreed that no matter what i will always be part of his kids lives. he will continue to pay half of the cell phone everymonth.
I am still trying to get a feel for how i feel, i'm am all mixed up. my emotion were all over the place while we were on the phone...
he also told me that he slept with somebody while he was on leave. i really and honestly don't know what to feel right now. part of me is angry, i feel like everything was just a lie. i'm hurt, i fell like my whole world has crumbled around me. i'm relieved, we agreed that no matter what i will always be part of his kids lives. he will continue to pay half of the cell phone everymonth.
I am still trying to get a feel for how i feel, i'm am all mixed up. my emotion were all over the place while we were on the phone...