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I was doing great, my body felt perfectly normal, I was fine. Then I watched my lecture for my online childbirth class I'm taking this semester (part of my degree program.)

The prof. was discussing symptoms and physical changes. Every time I hear the ones I've experienced in the past month (breast tenderness, swelling, possible implantation bleeding/"scant" period, a bit of nausea, etc.) it just amplifies those symptoms and it's all I can think about!

Every time I *think* I might be pregnant, I start feeling symptoms. I hate it.

I just want to be pregnant, or not pregnant. No fuzzy in between fake pregnant. :no :refuse

:hugs I hope it happens soon

:hugs :bbdust for you sweetie

Thanks

:sigh As weird as it may sound, I'd much rather NOT be pregnant and KNOW it, than have a nagging feeling in the back of my mind that I COULD be pregnant but I have no way of knowing for sure, or even if I get negative tests, I still "could" be because of exceptions and false negatives...it drives me crazy!

Go and get a blood test

i hear ya. I only get sore boobs on the months I use the monitor and know we bd around the egg time frame. I can't stand it

Thanks

:sigh As weird as it may sound, I'd much rather NOT be pregnant and KNOW it, than have a nagging feeling in the back of my mind that I COULD be pregnant but I have no way of knowing for sure, or even if I get negative tests, I still "could" be because of exceptions and false negatives...it drives me crazy!

I feel the same way! My Dr. told me to take another test next week even though i got my period.

:hugs

:hugs IPS is evil!

i hear ya. I only get sore boobs on the months I use the monitor and know we bd around the egg time frame. I can't stand it

:hugs

I feel the same way! My Dr. told me to take another test next week even though i got my period.

I'll probably do another test, or get a blood test, in about a week or 2 even though I just had my strange-light-period. My mind just will never be free of "what ifs."

Thanks for letting me vent, everyone! :)

:hugs IPS is evil!

:yes :yes :yes!!! :hugs

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good luck!!!

I was thinking the exact same thing this morning! IfI'm not pregnant then I just want to get my period instead of wondering why if all the test come back negative, my period's not coming. So I understand what you're talking about. :hugs