So...I am really down tonight...I have awesome friends here at college, but no one can really understand the anxiety and stress I feel.. So yesterday was my DB and I's 18 month anniversary....about 2 am his time, 5pm mine, I see that I have a missed call and a new message (I had turned my phone on to silent for class and had forgotten to turn the volume back up) I saw that it was the weird # that DB has always called me on and was like CRAP I missed a call from him again (my phone had messed up the day before and hadnt rung and then I all of a sudden had a new message from him) So I especially wanted to be able to talk to him!!! Anyway (Sorry I am rambling) back to yesterday- I start to listen to the message and it was so strange it said "this message is marked as urgent!" and then the worst thing you could ever hear- another soldier's voice began speaking telling me that DB had been in an accident at work but that he was ok..that he wanted to let me know that he loved me since it was our 18 month and that he would call me today..All day I have been waiting for the call and it never came...I am really worried about him and although I know he is ok, it really flustered me and although my friends are being sweet, the anxiety I feel is indescribable, and its not their fault they dont understand but really THEY DONT..not only that something happened to me but that I didnt get to talk to his friend and tell him to tell DB that I love him, etc. I just miss him so much, being at college is hard enough on its own and it doesnt help that its that time of month... anyway I will stop now...thank you for listening to me vent and being understanding..you all mean so much to me...:sigh:worried:scared

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aww big hugs. you will both be in my thoughts and prayers and if you ever need anyone to talk to you can PM me or im me on yahoo. I hope you here from him again soon.

Aw, I'm sorry! At least he is okay. I know it can be the worst feeling when you miss one of their calls. I'm sure he'll call you tomorrow. :)

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awww :bigsadhug i am so sorry you had to get a phone call like that.. but at least he is okay, and he was thinking about you. it is hard listening to people complain about their normal lives and comparing them to a military life, which is why you have this site. feel free to vent or speak your mind anytime.. pm me if necessary. we're all here to listen, and we're all in this together. be sure to keep us updated on how he is! know that tomorrow is a new day :) hang in there!

i'm so sorry you missed the calls, i'm glad he's ok...hope you hear from him tomorrow, please let me know if there's anything i can do! :hugs

It sucks to miss a call...I'm glad he's OK though :hugehug

Hang in there sweetie, we're here for you :hugs

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as everyone has said you have to go on the fact that he is ok. I'll definitely keep you in my prayers :pray. He knows you love him so much and that's definitely wat is going to be helping him get over this. (L)
And as for the friends not understanding..i deal with that alot too..it's frustrating i know. But stay strong hun <3
Just keep loving your man and he'll feel that love and it'll help him get through :)
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i can imagine the anxiety you're going through.
just hold on... he's okay and i'm sure he'll be calling you as soon as he possibly can.

I understand, Its really hard being in college and having to deal with something like a deployment. Sometimes I do feel like friends dont understand what Im going through and even though they try it doesnt work. I get so mad too when I miss my Husbands phone calls when I am in class, I feel so bummed and this lump in my throat forms. Im sure he will call you, He asked his friend to call you and let you know he loved you, which is super sweet =). BUT I have a question for you. since Im learning how to deal with all this too. Do you sometimes feel mad or angry at him? just like randomly. I dont know what this means, but lately it seems to be happening to me. He has been gone for only a month and I am still confused about many things and learning how to deal...

awww hunni! I HOPE HES OKAY! big hugs!!!

He's okay and thats a good thing. I hope you get to talk to HIM soon. i know most of the anxiety and nervousness will leave once you hear his voice. **Hugs** to you

Thank good ness he's OK. Keep us posted we will all be thinking about you!!! HUGS

That completely sucks that you missed the call, but at least he is ok and he was thinking about you. You have a great man. I hope he get well soon.

Hey girl. One thing you and I have in common is we are both at college and our friends just DONT UNDERSTAND. I feel so alone here sometimes. I hope he calls you as soon as he can! I can just imagine how you feel. Stay strong! :hug

Sorry you missed his call. I'm glad he is ok. I hope you can talk to him tomorrow.