How are you doing? How is the new job going?

great! im just always tired now! and im never on here... :( how are you?

I'm good. Nothing really new. Have you heard from Daniel?

no :( but today is thursday so hopefully i get a letter in the mail today.

Woot! I loved BMT letters! I dont know why, maybe because he spilt more of his feelings in them. You only have a couple more weeks huh?

yup... less than 25 days.. :cp

im gonna reserve my hotel today and when i do thats when im really gonna get nervous... since everything will be set and ready to go..

I'm so excited for you! And jealous! I had to share my time with Dh at his grad weekend with his parents, even a hotel room...Not easy to "get it on" But they did give us our space which was really nice.

yeah dbs mom has relatives in chicago and she said shes gonna give us our space ;) "if you know what i mean." :lol shes trying to get us to get married while we're over there. :shock

LOL I wiah my in laws were like that. We tried to get married by a jop in tx but they werent having it. They said there wouldnt be time and it was too rushed....But a month later we sprung it on them that I was flying out to Mississippi to marry their son. So we did it without family around, their loss. Sorry tangent! Do you want to get married out there?

its like $68 cheaper but i know db would never go for it. ive been trying to convince him to marry me but he says hes too young... hes 1 year and 2 months younger than i am. he did promise me to marry me march 2008 though like a year ago which is perfect haha but i know he'd say something like it came too soon or something or he didnt mean it or something. :lol

Maybe he feel he is too young or maybe he wants to purpose first???...but hey your right March is perfect! LOL How are you doing with your anxity?

ive been getting them everyday. ick... i dunno why... theyre not as strong as they used to be so its okay... maybe cuz im away from home or something.. thats how my original anxieties started.

I'm sorry. Maybe with work they will go away slowly because you are focusing on something else and your mind isnt wondering. I hope they get better for you. So have you figured out what you are going to take on the plane for your trip?

not yet... any ideas?

Magazines, dvd player, if you have a laptop take that, books, ear plugs if you have sensitive ears, Ummm I'm out of ideas. LOL Maybe you should do a poll and see what other bring on planes.

good idea!!
:teehee i started a new thread

LOL Well I'm not going to respond to it!:P:P:P LOL No I will. I think you will get more ideas that way.

lol i should probably bring my anxiety medication lol. imma be so anxious to see daniel and ill probably get sick on the plane. i hate butterflies in the tummy!

Thats a good idea. The mix of it all might be alot for you.

i wonder if hes excited to see me.. :teehee he doesnt know i bought my plane ticket yet...

I'm sure he is. He's going to look a little diffrent tho. Phil did! OMG he was soooo skinny. I thought I was looking at a diffrent person with my DH voice most of the time.

awww. its gonna be so weird... haha.

Yea, but his body was sooooooo hot!!!! Yummy....Maybe I should stop feeding him and make him work out 24/7 so he can go back to looking like he did right out of boot camp! LOL

Yea, but his body was sooooooo hot!!!! Yummy....Maybe I should stop feeding him and make him work out 24/7 so he can go back to looking like he did right out of boot camp! LOL

:lmao

i remember daniel was super skinny and buff then we moved into together and he gained 20 lbs. so hopefully he looks the way he did when we first met :drool

haha but if he doesnt thats fine.

For your sake I hope he does!!! LOL BTW no more "guess what I'm eatting" games? Those were fun, made my brian hurt, but fun!

haha yeah ive been looking for something else... i cant find anything in this house to eat...

Awww you need to go grocery shopping!! LOL I know I do after my big booty ate almost all the food that doesnt need to be cooked. I was stressed and of course DH let me just eat!! Oh well.

haha yeah i eat all the time.. im so mad at myself i worked so hard on exercise and diet and was doing good then i stopped and bleh....

Yeah I know how that is! I almost ate a half of a bag of mini marshmallows...

:hungry i loooove mini marshmallows... dang now thats what im craving.

LOL sorry. I just couldnt stop eatting them and they werent filling me up. All that light fluffyness!!!! YUMMMMMM

lol yes yum!! i remember the night before i had a blood test i ate about a half pound of sweethearts, you know the hearts with sayings on them? well theyre made up of mostly sugar so my sugar was high! lol. and the dr was like wow! you eat lots of sweets dont you? and i was like no.. that was actually a one time thing. :lol

LOL Thats funny. I'm sure your doc freaked!