Just having one of those days when you realize you have what seems to be forever left before he comes home. I know you have all had those days where you ask is it worth all the worry, and crying and everything else. Well that is how I have been feeling the past few days. I love him and miss him terribly but I'm just tired of all the hurt and being scared. I know i'll be fine in a few days but i'm just having a moment right now.

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Hang in there!!! You're allowed to have those moments!

You can do it. Just like you said...these feelings will pass. Deployments are emotional rollercoasters and I hate them...but I'm committed just as you are. And the payoff is worth it!!! When you're at that homecoming ceremony you are going to be so freakin' excited!!!! That's what I always remind myself when I'm thinking about giving up is myself at that homecoming ceremony where I get to run into his arms :wub!

I hope these feelings pass soon. Do something special for yourself like a nice bubble bath or something chocolatey :D that always does the trick for me! :hugs

:agree with what she said

Just keep your eye on the finish line. Makes it that much easier to deal with. You're doing the right thing by accepting it as a "moment" and knowing that it will get better. :yes :hugs

i know how you feel ive got 4 stupid days!!!!! urgh pm me if you wanna talk! stay strong hun

Hang in there. I can totally relate with how you feel. All you can do is take one day at a time and look forward to when he comes home.

Hugs! I know how you're feeling. We all have those days. Just remember that time willl fly by and it will all be worth it when he's back in your arms!

Hang in there. We all have tose days you'll get through it.

Aww hun! It sucks to have days like that but we all have them. You're allowed :) I've had a kinda day like that too. I'm washing it away with chocolate cake shots though. I highly recommend them.

Hang in there!! Those days totally stink... I hope today was better for you!!!

Stay strong. They are the worse, but you have all of us, you don't know me but we have a common bond that makes us friends and here for each other. Try to think of something you can do when he gets back! Plan a surprise day and you'll get more excited about him coming home instead of how sad cause hes gone. Hold your head up. Hope you feel better PM me if you need to vent some more.