and its a good thing for both of us we had a good conversation about it
i of course cried the whole time i am sad i just cant do the back and forth thing especially when i know he needs to focus on everything going on over there
:tears
kay: i think your right on this break thing...i need a break too so take your time and get back to me on what you really want and while youre at it stay safe
Travis: oh yea, you need a break?
kay: until you figure out what you want yes...i dont want a break but we kepe going back and forth and its stressful and i feel like youve got alot going on so i just want you to figure out what you wnat and then let me know
kay: so all im saying is take a step back and figure out what you really want and if thats me ill be here
Travis: well lets be close
Travis: ill always love you
Travis: but i focus on surviving
kay: i understand
kay: thats whats important to me too trust me
kay: and i have to remind myself all the time you have much bigger things to focus on


obviously not the whole conversation but some important parts

so i guess its ok we both agree it was the right thing to do and if we get back together we do if not we dont :sadeyes

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:hugs I'm sorry sweetie!

:hugs

:bigsadhug

thanks i know its the right thing and i guess they are right when they say sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing...:tears

:hugs I am so sorry

I'm sorry. :sadeyes

:hugehug I don't know if this is permanent but it sounds like you two really respect and love eachother

thanks i know its the right thing and i guess they are right when they say sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing...:tears

I understand completely. I'm in the same situation. I know we're not right for each other in the long run but it's so so hard to let go now.

:hugs to you and if he's the one for you then he'll come back to you.

:hugehug I don't know if this is permanent but it sounds like you two really respect and love eachother


i dont know if its permanent either i basically told him when he figures out what he wants we will talk and ill reevaluate everything...we really do respect each other and i think thats why it turn inot some screaming match he understands where im coming from and vice versa...and we both love each other alot i think were just in the wrong place in our life right now his job just got a million times harder and like he said he has to focus on staying alive and that im sure is overwhelming in itself

:hugs

thanks Rachael

Awwwww... :bigsadhug

I'm here for you. My shoulder is always available for tears.

:hugs I'm sorry sweety! On a side note, I think you are doing the right thing by stepping back. I hope that in time he will realize what a good thing he had. He won't ever find anybody better than you! (L) :hugs :hugs :hugs

I'm sorry hun :hugs

:hugs I am sorry, I hope everything works out for the best. :hugs

I'm so sorry but it seems like you did the right thing and I think he will come around soon enough.

Sorry..:hugehug Yeah, it seems like you love each other a lot, just need some time apart to figure things out.

you guys are too amazing thank you im praying i did the right thing but i jsut dont know :tears

:hugs I'm sorry sweety! On a side note, I think you are doing the right thing by stepping back. I hope that in time he will realize what a good thing he had. He won't ever find anybody better than you! (L) :hugs :hugs :hugs


thanks :) thats very sweet

you guys are too amazing thank you im praying i did the right thing but i jsut dont know :tears

U more than likely did sweetheart, it is super hard, I am sorry babe, Hopefully he will come around :hugs *1000000 to you over and over and over again. and kisses too in the non-lesbian way ;)

lol thanks:)