well...i have decided that after not hearing from michael for 3 weeks and knowing that he has had every opportunity to get ahold of me that michael and i need to just take a break...i am not sure if it is for good or what...but he has this girl on his myspace and she claims that they are only best friends but to me and his younger sister it seems that they are more than just friends because they talk more than he talks to his family...his older sister told me to just date around and when he comes back he will see if that girl really cares as much about him as i do...which i know that no one could love him more than i do...i have cried so many times to day:tears...i feel like he just used me...i gave him my heart and he took it and tore it into millions of pieces:heartbreaker...she says that it is his loss because he has or did have a really great girl...i love his family and just because michael and i may not be together doesn't mean that i can't still keep in contact with his family...so this is my decision...i am going to date other guys...and if we are meant to be together, when he comes home then we will pick up from where we left off...idk how much i will be on here now though...idk what i am gonna do right off but i do know that i am thankful for everyone that has supported me through these past 3 weeks...thanks everyone

Awww hunny, that makes my heart hurt just hearing it. I really hope it works out for you :bigsadhug

:hugs i really hope things work out...i'm sorry you haven't heard from him to at least ask him about this stuff...

Awww hunny, that makes my heart hurt just hearing it. I really hope it works out for you :bigsadhug

i wish things would work out...right now it seems like only time can tell

Oh girl I know exactly how you feel. It blows having your heart ripped out. But get this. As much as you love him and as much as you put into it, its not worth trying to fight it. If he is going to leave let him leave. If he doesn't love you why force it? Sometimes the biggest pains and horrible things that happen to us, turn out to be the best.

My boyfriend of 7 months just broke up with me almost 3 months ago. I decided I didn't want to fight for him because if he didn't love me than I didn't wanna be with him. Well I waited it out and found a man 2 months after breaking up. This is the best man that I have ever had in my life and If I was with my ex I would have never ever found him. Keep your head up and know that God is in control of EVERYTHING and he will take care of you. Even if it hurts now, its making you better. If you wanna chat PM me. I know your pain girl and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. :hugs Im serious about the PM I know how it feels and I know you just wanna talk about it a lot and most people don't understand. So hit me up :bigsadhug

Hope everything works out

Awww hunny, that makes my heart hurt just hearing it. I really hope it works out for you :bigsadhug

Me too, talk to him and see where he is at when u hear from him

Aww hon. :hugs

You don't have to leave, especially now when you need our support even more!

:hugs again!

:hugs you are strong hun. You'll be o.k. He doesn't know what he's missing.

I'm sorry! I hope everything gets better and works out for you!! :hugehug

don't leave :( we still want you around

:hugs i hope everything works out

thanks everyone for your support...i really need this

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