DB is leaving today for training before his year long deployment :sigh I know it's only a month he will be gone this time but it makes the upcoming long one more real...

:hugs It's harder to think about it then actually do it.

You're stronger than u think!!

I know what you mean, and I'm right there with you. Boo for predeployment!

:hugs :goodvibes

Trainings suck sometimes. IMHO, they are long enough to be 100% sucky, but too short for you to actually find your groove and start being okay again. Hang in there. And you can start "testing" your coping mechanisms now. What is a good distraction? What isn't? Who can you lean on at home? Who is a total flake or just doesn't "get it"? Remember, we're always here when you need us! :hugs

Thank you all for your nice words! He has already texted me 4 times since he got there and said he would be able to call me sometime today :happydance I missed his goodbye phone call before he got on the plane, he left 2 hours early and was supposed to call me after I got off work, he left me a sweet message though. I keep staring at my phone willing it to ring or for another text message to come through lol