So this past week with Db has just been sooo edgy. He has been in AIT for about a month now, and just last Saturday he got his phone/computer back. We were totally all excited to talk constantly, but we really don't. It's soo hard with our different schedules we have to MAKE time to be able to talk. This made me very stressed, bc along with db being gone, my parents have had some marriage problems for the past 2 years, and its not going good right about now. So all week I was just a brat and a snot to db, and he was actually being a dick back. Db knows all about my parents problem, and he knew something was wrong, so I got an email the other day asking what was wrong... I sent him one back, and just told him, and then told him how I honestly didn't feel he was understanding that just because I am here with all this "freedom" Im completely happy. He was not realizing just because he is there doesn't mean emotionally I am ok. Having to go out and constantly see couples and all you want is him. Having to go to bed without him next to you... being without his touch for months, and you have miles inbetween you when you talk. So yesterday we barely talked... maybe for 5 minutes and I was not in the best mood. I ended up having to say goodbye because I just wanted to go to sleep. So this morning I woke up to the nicest email I could ask for, and I called him as soon as I read it and the first thing he says to me before even Hello " Im soo sorry baby, I know I wasn't understanding your feelings, but I love you so much, and I would be nothing without you in my life"... Its funny how even when your at your worst and you kinda push them away, they pull you soo close to them because all they wanna do is take that pain away. I only have what seems like forever left but June 13th will be here sooner than I know. He seriously is what makes me sane. Never really realize how much you can miss someone... but when you do realize it, you know it's right.... <3

Aww I am glad you guys worked through everything they truly dont realize that we miss them just as much as they miss us. True we can go and hang and do whatever but we dont because we us to do all of that with them and it makes us miss them even more.. So :Hugs to you hun and yes they do know how to pull us back with so much love and care :wub

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Awwwwww. I know exactly what you mean girl. My DB used to do stuff like that when he was home.

This is hard on both parties, I think at times we all forgot that. I am SO happy that you were able to talk it out. These last few weeks will fly and you will be able to hold your hunny! I am sorry that your parents are having a tough time as well...will keep you in my thoughts and prayer. Glad you updated us because I was beginning to worry about you!

D.

well the first part was sad but the end made me happy for you both. I am glad he understood where you were coming from. :)