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Ok that's all..hope everyone else is having a good day!! well afternoon now!!

What is wrong? :hugehug

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What is wrong? :hugehug

Nothing that everyone else isn't feeling...It really just hit that DH is leaving soon :( and the thought of having Lilly all alone breaks my heart..and then having to see him kiss DD bye again and have her not understand why her daddy is leaving breaks my heart.

And i try soo hard not to cry because i'm suppose to be the strong one...plus it doesn't make deployment go away...idk it's a pregnancy pre-deployment moment :(

Nothing that everyone else isn't feeling...It really just hit that DH is leaving soon :( and the thought of having Lilly all alone breaks my heart..and then having to see him kiss DD bye again and have her not understand why her daddy is leaving breaks my heart.

And i try soo hard not to cry because i'm suppose to be the strong one...plus it doesn't make deployment go away...idk it's a pregnancy pre-deployment moment :(

:hugs I know that it must be very hard for you since you have little ones at home with you. I honestly dont know what to say to comfort you but I know that going through pre-deployment thing is pretty rough because I am going through it myself too. As it is hard as it sounds, try to dwell on positive thoughts, stay stong, and find enjoyment each day. It sucks to have an emotional roller coaster and have too many mixed emotions plus they havent been around lately. But if it makes you feel any better, i want to let you know that you are not alone and this deployment wont last forever!!! :)

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I'm sorry :hugs.

I had my last baby when DH was deployed ,I remember how emotional I was .
Do you have anyone that is going to be around to help you out?

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I had one of these days last week, when they left on the underway. Don't know why it hit me so hard... maybe because DB had finally been able to call and then he was gone again. I almost had a temper tantrum in the mall after work, so I decided to just go home and started BAWLING in the car. Like, crying as hard as humanly possible. And I felt SOOOO much better after!

You do need to be strong, and you ARE strong, but crying is NOT weakness. Find a few minutes to be alone and let it out!

Hope your night is getting better, hun.

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I was feeling this way all today too:( We will have to be deployment buddies :hugs xoxoxo

:hugs Corenn