i've got no more DB. huge fight because he keeps lying to me. he said im a piece of garbage and he doesn't care and he will go out with whoever he wants when he gets home and i dont control him. i can either accept it or bounce but because im sad and tired of being lied to, i cried and he said its done. he doesnt wanna be with someone who causes fights while hes at war. if you loved me like you truely said you did, you wouldn't of chosen someone who drags you down over someone whos in love with you

i cant breathe i cant stop throwing up and i cant stop crying or shaking. ive done EVERYTHING for him, just to be slapped in the face and my heart torn into 3489y2387942345 pieces

i still love you all and will be here

:unlove

i guess love doesn't conquer all =[ maybe i wasnt worth it for him....

You deserve better than that!!!
I am glad that you can move on now!
I hope one day you'll find somebody who loves you the way you deserve it!

Not all men are worth the effort......obviously he's in that category. Chin up, you know you deserve better and now you'll be able to find it.

Not all men are worth the effort......obviously he's in that category. Chin up, you know you deserve better and now you'll be able to find it.

:agree
Sounds like you will be better off without him in the long run. You deserve muuch better. Some men need to act more their age, not their shoe size.

Not all men are worth the effort......obviously he's in that category. Chin up, you know you deserve better and now you'll be able to find it.

I completely agree.

I'm sorry hun....Be happy though...you just dropped some serious baggage. :yes :hugs

I am so sorry! :hugehug

i am so sorry!

you are definitly better off without him NO ONE deserves to be called garbage and I dont even know you and I know you are better than that good for you girl move on up a few steps it does get easier pull it together you can do it!and we will be here for you!

I'm so sorry!!!!! :bigsadhug I hope you start to feel better! I'm still here for you....If you want to hang out and get away from there....we can do something!!!

ive done everything for this kid, EVERYTHING. im the one who waits faithfully, who sits in her room writing a letter everyday, savigin money to move in when he comes home, working her ass off to pay a $1500 cellphone bill from talking to him, sits by my computer all day and night when i'm not working. i don't go out. i don't do anything. i wait and pray and cry everynight.. and its used against me. hurts. because now i know no matter what he says, he never really loved me. you don't treat the people you love this way. i wasnt trying to be a bad person by making him chose, but he lied. don't lie to me. that's garbage. not me. it really hurts now all i wanna do is sit around and cry and write him emails to make it work, but i refuse to =[ jaksdbghsdbgsbf this is so sooo hard

:bigsadhug You are so much better off without him! Nobody deserves to be called a piece of garbage and disrespected like that - no matter what situation they are in - war or not!

Be glad that you just shed some seriously heavy baggage and go get someone that truly deserves you! And of course - all of us girls are here for you :sweetheart

I'm sorry he felt he needed to be disrespectful like that. Hopefully you can see your better off without that crap in your life. :grouphug

What an ass. I had a feeling when you were talking about it in your last post that he would push the other way. Guys are so stupid!! Hang in there, this to shall pass.

:hugehug you can get through this girl!!!!!!

i wish i never met him. i'd never feel this pain. he just kept yelling at me and threatening me that if i f**k up it's over. then accused me of cheating, called me a fu*khead and all kinds of names and doesn't need my BS, fine

do this deployment alone kid

I'm so sorry. You will come out of this even stronger than you were before :hugs

Things will being to start looking up soon... just stay strong

Not all men are worth the effort......obviously he's in that category. Chin up, you know you deserve better and now you'll be able to find it.

:agree You are a great girl. I know that this is an incredibly hard time for you and maybe he will realize the faults in his actions. :hugs

You deserve to be treated a lot better than that! If you need to talk I am here. It will get better I promise

I'm really sorry. :hugs :hugs :hugs You deserve a lot better.

You deserve better. What a jerk.

I am so sorry, but he said some mean things and you do not deserve that from anyone.
:hugs Take some time for yourself and I hope you will be better soon

:agree
Sounds like you will be better off without him in the long run. You deserve muuch better. Some men need to act more their age, not their shoe size.

:agree

Love you mucho Trishyy xoxoxo

Not all men are worth the effort......obviously he's in that category. Chin up, you know you deserve better and now you'll be able to find it.

:yes I agree hun :hugehug we're all here for you and (L) ya :hugs

Your young, your beautiful and amazing!!!!!!! Remember time is on your side!!!!!!!!!!! It hurts now but time will heal all wounds!!!!!!!!!!!:bigsadhug:bigsadhug:bigsadhug:bigsadhug:bigsadhug

i'm sorry to hear that your heart is hurting...
you will get through this. if he would call you a piece of garbage, it sounds like he didn't deserve you in the first place.

hugs to you from all of us...:grouphug

i wish i never met him. i'd never feel this pain. he just kept yelling at me and threatening me that if i f**k up it's over. then accused me of cheating, called me a fu*khead and all kinds of names and doesn't need my BS, fine

do this deployment alone kid

Wait a minute, I just went through the posts and saw this!!!!!!! Screw that bastard!!!!!!!! You deserve way better than that!!!!! He has no idea that you will get somebody way better than his sorry ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry, I just had to post this sweetie!!!!!!

thanks for all the support girls, it means sooo much. im definately taking some time to myself, no more emails/messages/letters/packages/ims/phonecalls until he appreciates me again. i want to see him fight for me, FOR ONCE. i love him and want to marry him, but i'm finally putting myself first for onceeee in my life! ill keep you all update and thanks again for the words!! <3 love you all!

I'm so sorry. :( Hugs to you.

YOu are going to find a man who treat you like the queen you really are! No man has the right to treat a woman like that! You waited for him and thats the most any of us can do.
chin up we're here for you.