***this is also posted in the vent area was'nt sure where to put it***



I'm really lonely right now for some reason... I miss him so much....I wish he was here so bad. I HATE the distance....and I just wish he was here more then anything right now.......I try my hardest to just keep it all together as much as I can't but I feel kinda weak right now.....i wish he was'nt so far away from me and I could feel his kiss....and touch his skin...I just really miss him right now...I was doing ok for the most part...and just got overcome with lonliness.....really wish he was here...i hate us being away from eachother like this.....

just had to get this off my mind....all i want is for him to be back here...and me in his arms..........I miss him so much.
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Sorry sweeetie. How long is he gone for? I pray that the morning will bring you smiles and even though you will still miss him, maybe you will be a little better. I feel bad complaining about missing my df, I see him once a month. I know that deployment is lurkin around the corner. I miss my man right now so bad too. He is in the desert in 29 palms. I just want to call him, but I cant. It sucks cause I am so use to hearing him snore at night and then I fall asleep. Sigh. Hang in there...:) hugs....

I feel like that tonight too.. I'm sorry, it's really a crappy feeling. PM me anytime you need to. :hugehug

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i'm sorry you are having a rough time...i think we all have days like that.
i'm here to talk if you need me.

You couldn't have explained more perfectly how I am feeling right now too. I'm sorry you're feeling this way, I know it sucks.

Im sorry, i get how you feel. Weekends seem to be the worst!

To bad you don't live in England anymore...we would have been able to hang out!