i want my baby.

i feel like nature took him/her away from me because i was considering an abortion... but i really wanted to keep it.

and now it's hitting me how much i wanted it. and still want it.

i wish db was home, to comfort me. instead i'm alone, upset, grieving over a child i never had a chance to know, a child i considered never giving a chance.

i hate this. i don't know if i can do this, get through this.

:hugs you can make it. trust me. :hugehug

I'm so sorry. You are strong and will get through this :bigsadhug

don't let the fact you were considering an abortion get to you. it has nothing to do with miscarrying. it is your choice & your option. you considered it. it didn't happen. for future, you know how you stand.

aw, hon, I'll be praying for you... that's a lot to handle

:bigsadhug
I don't know if you are religious or not, but if you are just think of the very special little angel you have looking down on you now. You can get through this...right now the pain is just so fresh, time will help. :hugs :pray

:hugs I'm so sorry sweetie. I'm so sorry that you're going through this.