Is anyone else feeling sad tonight?

I haven't been able to talk to DH because he's in country (FINALLY) and I've only gotten on five minute phone call. I feel like SO much has happened lately, mainly because not being able to talk to him has enabled me to get off my butt and do a lot of things I've been putting off - like registering for the LSAT, and I hate I can't share any of that with him. It probably doesn't help the fact I'm drinking Coke and Bacardi :teehee I've written him a ton of letters, but... ugh... I'm just :sadeyes

I started a journal and it helped me so much! I feel like I am telling him everything and he won't miss on anything, He actually requested me to writr everything so I am glad that I can ramble on freely :lol
DF is in the country as well and we talked a few times. He got a sim card there so I was able to text him. Check into that.
I am sorry you are having a hard time. :hugehug How is your job going so far? Still busy?

I started a journal and it helped me so much! I feel like I am telling him everything and he won't miss on anything, He actually requested me to writr everything so I am glad that I can ramble on freely :lol
DF is in the country as well and we talked a few times. He got a sim card there so I was able to text him. Check into that.
I am sorry you are having a hard time. :hugehug How is your job going so far? Still busy?

Good idea. He texted me when he got there, but never responded to my text back. Work has been crazy-busy and I'm putting off my work right now (at least I started it). Blah, I just feel stressed out about everything and he's always been my rational side :lol I need to talk to my rational side!

Yes I started a journal the other night as well.... I'm sure I'll end of filling it up along with a couple of others while my DF is deployed... but maybe you should start one as well.. Write down everything you're feeling. no matter what... It seems to calm me down a little but not alot!.....

I've already wrote my DF 3 letters? ...... how pathetic huh? lol.. and he leaves this weekend.... I just couldn't help it I got bored... So you're not alone girl!!!! :hugehug

I was sad this morning cause df was too busy to talk and I took a test and said I wasn't preggers and I was kind of hoping I was.
This afternoon hasn't been too bad...
IO started a journal when he first left but I haven't written in it since I went to Europe...

Thanks :D That's why I came here, I figured someone else was feeling like that tonight...

I would love to be a substitute rational side for you, but I suck at being rational :lol That is great that he can text you, I don't get his texts but I get his. I hear you though, I need to get used to the fact that he is not hear and I can't just "bother" him with every little thing that happens to me. I really have to pick what is important enough to talk about.
Drink up and know that I am thinking about you :hugs It sounds like your work is pretty understanding of your situation, although it gets busy

I would love to be a substitute rational side for you, but I suck at being rational :lol That is great that he can text you, I don't get his texts but I get his. I hear you though, I need to get used to the fact that he is not hear and I can't just "bother" him with every little thing that happens to me. I really have to pick what is important enough to talk about.
Drink up and know that I am thinking about you :hugs It sounds like your work is pretty understanding of your situation, although it gets busy

:wub aww thanks :) The drink is yummmmmy :lol

I started a journal too! And I'm gonna give it to DB when he gets home. It's only been a week, but so far it's made me feel a little better

good for you. Drink your damn dinner! It will make you feel better. :hugehug

good for you. Drink your damn dinner! It will make you feel better. :hugehug

:rofl Love it!

:hugs

i'm feeling pretty craptastic tonight :(

It has been a really sad weekend. My grandma was put into the hospital and my one contact a week from my DB (Saturday) never came :depressed. I'm guessing that they were sent out. His calls are the only thing that keeps me sane. So now I'm sitting here, alone, writing e-mails that he can't even read. :worry

It has been a really sad weekend. My grandma was put into the hospital and my one contact a week from my DB (Saturday) never came :depressed. I'm guessing that they were sent out. His calls are the only thing that keeps me sane. So now I'm sitting here, alone, writing e-mails that he can't even read. :worry

:hugs :hugs :hugs I'm sorry about your grandmother and that you haven't heard from him. I'm trying to enjoy this rainy day in and get some work done, I hope you have a better Sunday!

I agree, have a personal day for you sweetie!!!!!!!!

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