But I'm greiving, if it counts.

I miss my Grandparents. I miss the idea of going to Montana with my family to go stay in their green house that smelled funny and had ugly, long brown carpet. I miss my Grandma chomping her teeth and worrying about anything and everything there was (and wasn't) to worry about.

I miss their basement. I miss getting in trouble because my cousins put me up to stupid things. I wish the last trip to Montana wasn't because of their funerals, combined, but to see them again, like always. I wish I could get the image of my grandma's corpse, and my grandpa's urn, out of my mind. I wish I never saw my dad cry. I wish I could get the song they played at the funeral OUT OF MY HEAD.

May the choirs of angels come to greet you
May they speed you to paradise.
May the Lord enfold you in his mercy.
May you find eternal life.

The 10th was the second anniversary of DH's great grandpa's passing. I miss Grandpa Meads, too. We lost three grandparents in five months. I wish we hadn't. I wish his Grandma had someone to sleep next to.

I miss my grandparents, and his. I want to go HOME, or to Montana, and see the people I loved again. I wish they weren't the people I loveD, because they're gone now. I still love them. Why can't they be HERE?

I miss my grandma too. She passed away in November at home with us... That was the hardest thing I had to ever see. I find myself crying sometimes because I miss her so. And now that things are getting hard for me... I find myself wanting to speak to her more and more because she was my grandmother, mom, sister and my best friend.. and I dont have that no more... it's like I'm missing 4 people at once... I'm so sorry you feel this way too.... :hugehug... but know that you're not alone.

Ditto on grieving. My daddy was my best friend. It's been three months and I still don't believe he's gone.

I'm so sorry, Kiwi:tears I want to squish ya right now. :bigsadhug

:hugs

i dont think you get over grieving anybody.i still believe im grieving for my aunt that tragically passed away jan 07.her death was horrible and i remember the good things about her.im sorry that your missing your grandparents .hugs.

My grandfather died when I was only 5 or 6,
and my grandmother died when I was 14 after
recovering from a stroke for 9 years. I miss both
every day.

:hugs

:hugehug Thanks everyone. I'm sorry to those of you who lost loved ones. I lost my first with DH's grandpa, and then two more within the five months, and it just crushed me.

Big :hugs to you!