:sighI'm just feeling so down. I know I shouldn't be. I talk to him everyday... Sometimes for over an hour. And it's ot like I'm use to seeing him everyday when he's home cause he lives in TX. He's on r&r right now. But because his deployment is only 4 months he does't get the live that "area" he gets to go to a safer area and have fun and play for a few days then go right back.
I barelyed talked to him today. And I'm having stress with school stuff and people backing out of prom plans I'm stressed... I'm lonely, I'm crying.
I can call him, and I did. But I was hinding the fact that I'm crying. I want to call him back and talk to him and have him confort me but I don't want to make him worry about me during his r&r time. ...
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sorry its long.

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I'm sorry. Just remember this too shall pass, and before you know it, he will be holding you up again.

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So sorry hun...you'll be okay!

If you need anything, or want to talk, PM me. :)

He'll be back in touch soon - sounds like you usually have good/frequent communication, so you're fortunate there. Can I suggest maybe finding some others to off-load to about prom plans etc - a good friend or maybe others on this site? I message my boyfriend everyday but there are some things I just don't bother him with, or only the barest details - he's got enough to worry about in a war-zone. Hang in there.

:hugehug I'm sorry you are feeling down! Keep your head up!

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we all have bad days... even when we think they should be easy!

chin up :hugs

thanks you guys. I don't know what I'm going to do on his next deployment.. On this one he has a cell phone his work gave him. I'm so lucky for that. I've just been so stressed with it being the end of the school year. And it doens't help that I have a pretty crappy group of friends...