Where did my HW go?
I forgot to do part of my project,
I can't fallow directions,
I slept in..:duh

I just can't concentrate, today was hard when my professor told me infront of the class I missed half of the project. I was like :wowsers:pukey almost burst into tears.

Usually he helps me so much, I know maybe I have relied on him to much, but it's so hard. I am doing better, but he has always been here for me, and now it's completely gone. My mind is all over the place, and I am having trouble concentrating during classes because my mind is on him, so I am trying to train it not to go there while in class.
We'll see how that goes.

But yeah...had to vent.

I know how you feel and I feel for you. :glomp My BF spent almost every night with me, and him being away is killing me. He always helped me with my homework too and gave me advice when I needed it. He helped guide me through rough times with my family, and he helped support me when I needed money. He has done everything for me, and now him being gone, I feel so lost. I don't feel like doing anything except sitting by my phone at the computer all day. I haven't been sleeping well and feel too tired to go out. I know it's bad and I need to get around and do stuff. I think it will get better for you, I hope so, keep your chin up! :consoling

:hugs I totally understand where you are coming from!! hope it gets better!!

i am going through the sameeeee exact thing. Ill be sitting in class... its a summer class so its 4 hours a day 4 days a week ( :banghead ) but during lecture, i will just zone off into thought about what hes doing, how he is, when he comes home, when the next time ill hear from him.... everything there is to think, i think.... then by the next time i look at the clock, a half hour has gone by!! Im definitely with you on that fact that i have to train my head not to go there while in school!!!

:hugs

I know exactly how you feel
Finals were right after DB left on monday, and I was a mess, I think I failed my psych final.
too much stress
I guess this experience will make me stronger and more self reliant. :)
I miss him so much though
I want my baby back ;)

When did your SO leaves for BT?

:hugs I know exactly what you mean. My DB with the person that gave me a kick in the ass if I was slacking in my classes. Now I have to do it myself and I end up waiting until the very last minute to do stuff. Not to mention I'm not doing so hot on my tests. I hope things get better for you though. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

I know exactly how you feel. My DF was the person I would talk to before I went to bed.
After he left, I was confused, I didn't know who to talk to..I didn't know what to do. I was bored...and I felt like a part of me left.

Now that he just started his 3rd week today, it's getting easier for me. I got my first letter a few days ago, and now it's starting to move faster. I'm almost half way done. Once you get your letters, it will make you feel sooo much better. I write my DF everyday...it keeps me sane.

I know exactly how you feel!! I am not in school anymore but hubby was always the one that I bounced ideas off of and who calmed me down when I stressed about stupid stuff and just.. everything!! We would always talk for awhile before we went to sleep.. what I found helps me the most is writing to him like I am talking to him before I go to bed!!

hang in there girl it will be over before you know it! hopefully it will get better for you!!

Yup... because DB wasn't there to physically tell me that I ought to do something, my clases suffered for it...

Bah. He needs to come back already.

my goodness all of these posts are how i feel as well. my DB would wake me up every morning, and since he's been gone im oversleeping, i would talk to him right before bed and he would tell me good night and since i knew he would wake me up early the next morning i would go to bed early. lately im going to bed at 2 because i couldnt bring myself to do my hw during the day and then i oversleep. then of coarse in class not only am i tired but spacing out wondering if ill get a letter today and how and what he's doing. No fun. i need to be whipped back into shape.

Today has been one of those days for me too, I got absolutely nothing accomplished except running 2 miles because I've been so stressed haha. But hang in there and I hope it gets better for you!