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Donna
06-15-2008, 07:17 PM
this was my life. I was happy. She was doing so good, we were planning for the future with her:depressed

Danica 6/15

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She is doing good. Her swelling is really down from last night. She is completely off all her blood pressure meds now. But her pressure is a little high. So they are going to give her a direretic to make her pee more than she is. hoping that maybe all fluid that she still has is pushing her pressure up. they are probably going to take her umbilical lines out this weekend or early next week. they are starting move. which means she will have to have surgery to have a broviac line (permanent IV) put in. but i feel better about them doing that then trying to stick her with IV's all the time. once all the swelling is down and she is stable for 24 hours they are going to put her feeding tube in. I am so looking forward to that. She is having another head ultrasound on monday to check on the bleed that she has. the last one showed that the bleed was bigger but by a very small amount. it wasnt blocking anything or backing up blood. and it still wasnt in the brain tissue. so that is good. her chest xrays look great! her lungs except for the top portion of her left lung is black, finally. that one portion keeps collapsing, but it finally pops open when they are able to get mucus out of her lungs when they suction her.

i was shocked when i saw her this afternoon. her swelling has gone down so much from last night! she is starting to look like my little girl again. so, all in all everything is still good.

OMG it's Andrea!
06-15-2008, 07:18 PM
Oh Donna :hugs

rosebud*
06-15-2008, 07:18 PM
:hugehug :hugs

RunAwayLove
06-15-2008, 07:19 PM
:hugs

BizzyIzzyB
06-15-2008, 07:22 PM
I'm so sorry

Shaky
06-15-2008, 07:22 PM
:hugs I've been thinking about you guys today :hugs

Rain.
06-15-2008, 07:23 PM
:hugs Im so sorry!

square bear
06-15-2008, 07:24 PM
I am so so sorry :hugs

PeppermintRei
06-15-2008, 07:27 PM
:hugs I'm so sorry sweetie.

ilovekale
06-15-2008, 09:06 PM
:hugs

leftover
06-15-2008, 09:08 PM
:consoling

I'm sorry.. :hugs

lovehim13
06-15-2008, 09:11 PM
My heart goes out to you today. I'm so sorry you are hurting...

mossey2000
06-15-2008, 09:12 PM
:hugs

FC wifey
06-15-2008, 09:19 PM
I am so sorry. I can not even imagine losing a child. Prayers are with you tonight as you think about her, I'll be thinking about you... Again, I am so sorry!

JKirstiH
06-15-2008, 09:57 PM
:hugs I am here if you need me:(

CarolinaHokie
06-15-2008, 10:04 PM
I am so sorry. Your siggy poem is beautiful and you're in my prayers. Here's a few hugs: :hugehug :hugehug :hugehug Take all you need.

germanchick
06-15-2008, 10:23 PM
:hugs

torie.
06-15-2008, 10:33 PM
:hugs

MoMo
06-15-2008, 10:35 PM
I cant believe its been that long! Im so sorry sweetie!

NewBeginnings
06-15-2008, 10:35 PM
:hugehug I'm here if you need me Donna.. You have my number..

Just know that our little angels are up in heaven right now enjoying each other's company..

Cassaundra
06-15-2008, 10:38 PM
i just can't fathom what pain you have gone through. you are such a wonderful strong woman and i wish i could be half the lady you are.

Mrs.Highfill
06-15-2008, 10:40 PM
:bigsadhug I wish I had words to make it all go away :(:depressed

G.R.I.T.S.
06-17-2008, 05:25 PM
:hugehug

Jayo
06-17-2008, 05:28 PM
There really aren't any "right" words....so I'll just tell you that I'm sorry.

sandykay
06-17-2008, 05:33 PM
Oh sweetie :hugs I'm sorry. I know this is hard for you at the moment. You'll be ok.

MrsDarland
06-17-2008, 05:35 PM
:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugsim so sorry Donna:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs:hugs

proudofmysailor
06-17-2008, 05:41 PM
:hugs:hugs

KatReborn
06-17-2008, 06:15 PM
:hugs

subgf
06-17-2008, 09:06 PM
:grphug

MrsHartman08
06-17-2008, 09:09 PM
many hugs to you!! keeping you in my thoughts!

SnarphBlat
06-17-2008, 09:10 PM
:hugs
I am so sorry.

mrsfaller
06-17-2008, 09:13 PM
:hugs

brentscrystal
06-17-2008, 09:32 PM
Donna, you and your entire family are in my prayers... :hugs

Donna
06-17-2008, 09:36 PM
Thanks everyone. I am doing ok for the most part. It's when its bed time, that everything just seems to hit me. I dont think in the past week I have fallen asleep before 4am. And that is with taking 2 sleeping pills:sigh

~*CaliKristen*~
06-17-2008, 10:15 PM
:hugehug:hugehug:hugehug:hugehug

CarLooSHoo
06-18-2008, 02:06 PM
:hugehug

wife-n-mommy
06-18-2008, 02:29 PM
aw :hugs

*~*Cori*~*
06-18-2008, 02:30 PM
Oh Darling. :tears
:hugs

itwillbok
07-02-2008, 04:13 PM
:hugs

querida06
07-02-2008, 05:18 PM
:hugs

amazinggrace
07-02-2008, 05:25 PM
There just are no words. I'm so very sorry, I pray you have found some peace over this last year. :hugs

*lauren*
07-02-2008, 05:26 PM
this made me cry. i'm so sorry...

navyiatorgirl
07-02-2008, 08:42 PM
:hug :hug :hugehug :pray for you, Donna!

Berkley
07-02-2008, 08:48 PM
I'm so sorry :hugehug

stapletonlove
07-02-2008, 08:53 PM
I'm so sorry

Shannon Marie
07-07-2008, 06:45 PM
i'm thinking of you! Lots of :pray and :goodvibes

I don't know exactly how you feel, but I have a brother who died when he was 3. I remember him being hooked up to so much when he was born, and then again before he died. It is so hard to watch. But I wouldn't trade it for the world because we got the time we had.

Lots of :hugs

marine.gf
07-07-2008, 09:39 PM
I'm so sorry hun :hugs

sailorsgal<3
07-07-2008, 09:47 PM
shes in a better place :hugs im soo sorry.

snowhite634
07-07-2008, 11:34 PM
:hugehug:grphug

alyssa87
07-09-2008, 02:48 PM
:hugs

ncampbell43
07-09-2008, 04:15 PM
:hugs

SnarphBlat
07-09-2008, 04:16 PM
I am sorry for your loss. :hugs