well its 7:15 am
i've managed to get about an hour of sleep.

i'm on the edge of breaking.
can someone wake me up and tell me this is a dream?
this joke isnt funny anymore.
actually never was.
i love him so much.

and later today we talk to the officers today about the arrangements.

Sweetie, I know I would be feeling the same way :hugs I wish I could do something to help with your pain :sadeyes

I am so sorry hun...you don't know how much I wish I could tell you this was some horrible joke :(
:hugs

:hugs You just take care of yourself Casey.

Oh hun, I wish so much for you, that i could make this all go away. :tears

You and his family will be in my thoughts.

I am trying to search for the right words to comfort you, but I seem to just cry. I am so sorry.... :hugs

:sadeyes :hugs hang in there girl. i wish i could say more, but it seems like hanging in there is the best i could come up with. =(

thanks. i really dont have much to hang on to anymore.
but i know hes in a better place now.
i just wish i could of kissed him goodbye atleast.

:hugs

I know nothing I can say will ease your pain. But he is still with you and will always be with you in your heart. Talk to him, he will listen. I am so so sorry.

:bigsadhug Im not really even sure what to say, but saying nothing doesnt seem right either. Just take care of yourself please. You are strong, you will make it through this.

You are strong and you do whatever you have to do to get through each day. :hugs

i am so sorry, again. please feel free to post and talk to us as much as you need to. :hugehug

:hugs I can only imagin how you are feeling right now hun.........I wish there was something I could say or do to change this for you, it really breaks my heart :( :hugs the reality of this war has really hit home today. I can't convey to you how sorry I am today and my :pray go out to you're DF's family.

I wish I could just wrap you up in my arms and make it all better.
or wave a magic wand....
I can only imagine how unfair all this must feel. How unreal...
I don't have the words to express how sorry I am for you.
:bigsadhug

:( We are all here to listen and support you through this however we can. :bigsadhug

:bigsadhug I wish I could make this all go away....My prayers and thoughts are with you....

thank you guys. it really means alot.
were going to be having the funeral in Indiana, so if your close and want to come, your more than welcome to.

I`m so sorry Casey, :hugs I`m crying with you .
You can PM me any time you need to talk .
We will release this Skylantern for Andrew tonight in the UK to thank him and pray for you all.
http://www.skycandle.co.uk/?gclid=CNGtvpuYg5QCFQIRuwod-hSlXA

We are here for you! My heart goes out to you and I'm thinking you in this sad time :(

Where at in Indiana, Casey? I'm in Indiana

:hugs

I'm still in shock for you. :sadeyes :hugs :pray

Take care of yourself sweetie - do whatever you need to do and talk to someone if you feel like you are about to break. I know this is hard and I can't even imagine what you are going through right now but try to get SOME rest - I am sure you are both emotionally and physically exhausted.

I`m so sorry Casey, :hugs I`m crying with you .
You can PM me any time you need to talk .
We will release this Skylantern for Andrew tonight in the UK to thank him and pray for you all.
http://www.skycandle.co.uk/?gclid=CNGtvpuYg5QCFQIRuwod-hSlXA

That's really sweet of you to do.

Casey, I'm so sorry. I wish there was more that I/we could all do to comfort you. I'll be thinking of you. :bigsadhug

:bigsadhug omg im soo sorry hun.
i wish there was something i could do or say to help you get through this...but i dont even know what to say. i know you dont know me but if you need ANYTHING anything at all pm me.
just remember he will always be with you and will live on forever in your heart.
:pray

My heart aches for your loss.

:bigsadhug

:bigsadhug

oh girl :hugs you are strong, and you're right, he IS in a better place now :hugehug

I wish I had words that could make you feel even a bit better, but I don't. I am so sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts.

:hugs

I am so sorry for your loss. Your family is our prayers. Take care of yourself. We're all here for you. :hug

:bigsadhug I am so very sorry for your loss. I promise you, you kissed him goodbye a thousand times in his dreams.

Awww Im so sorry.. Im crying for you and I wish I could make it go away for you and your family. Hold yourself up high and take care of yourself.

Where at in Indiana, Casey? I'm in Indiana

Bryant, next to Portland

I'm just so sorry sweetie. I wish I had better words. I wish i could make this all go away or make it stop hurting. But like Lissa said, he's with you still. He always will be. He's listening every time you talk to him. He's watching over you. It's time for him to be your guardian angel. Just take care of yourself, Casey. If I can do anything to help just a little bit, please let me know.

:hugs

I can't even imagine the pain you are facing, but I want you to know I am here for you and will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Oh Hunny Im so sorry. :tears

hang in there girl. if there is anything you need us to do, just let us know! i'm sure everyone will be willing to help.

My heart is breaking for you. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

I know nothing from a strangers mouth can make this any better.....but I hope you know that we are here for you for anything that you may need. We are grieving with you, and I hope that you can find the strength that you need right now.

:bigsadhug Again, I am so sorry hun. Hang in there.

:hugs

I don't even have the words to express how sorry I am for your loss and how much I wish you weren't going through this right now. We're all here for you. Take care of yourself...

:hugs I am so sorry sweety!! You and his family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

My very soul hurts for you. I am in awe of your strength sweetie. Just take it hour by hour. You can do this and you're never alone :bigsadhug

I wish anyone of us could wake you and say the nightmare is over, but unfortunately we can't. The best I can offer is prayers and :hugs

Oh hun... :sadeyes My heart absolutely breaks for you and I wish there was something we could do to make this better. Stay strong and know we're praying for you! :hugs

I dont know what else to say hun except that I am so sorry and I will :pray for you and his family. If you ever need anything, Im here and so are the rest of the girls.

:bigsadhug:hugs

Take care of yourself. We're all here if you need people to talk to. I can't even imagine the numbness you must be feeling. I wish I could be there to comfort you.

:bigsadhug

I'm thinking of you and his parents. DH said to send his condolences and support from Iraq (He's Army).

I know you're living with his parents, how are they holding up? I'm glad we can be here for you but I am very sad at the reason. :tears

Let us know anything you need. Anything at all.

:hugs

I don't even know you - but please know that I grieve for your loss.

There is nothing I can say that will lessen your pain by even a fracture.

I will be thinking of you.

Im so sorry sweetie, just know that now he is watching over you and will always be in your dreams :hugs

Where at in Indiana, Casey? I'm in Indiana

I'm in Indiana also I'll come if you'd like... :hugs I dont care how far I need to drive.

Bryant, next to Portland

I'm in Michigan City. I can make that drive to go with you. I just looked. It's not far at all way from me. Just let me know :hugs