Seemed like people enjoyed it last week so I thought I would repeat!

Mine are
1. I am frustrated with my sick son. I know he feels bad but the constant whining and up all night for 6 days is killing me. Bad Mommy!
2. I am annoyed with DH. He follows OPSEC super strictly. I know that is better for his safety but right now I have no idea if he is traveling home or got delayed because he is so careful. I know, I know, but its still annoying!
3. I am SO glad my parents are taking the baby overnight! See #1, I plan on getting my hair cut, mani, pedi and waxing for DH POSSIBLY POTENTIALLY MAYBE coming home soon.
4. I had a MAJOR issue with MIL this week and even though I already talked to her about it, I am still really bothered by it. I never want to let her watch Max again, totally unreasonable I know.
5. I have been neglecting my poor dog. I just have so much on my plate and I know he really needs some attention but he drives me crazy being in my face all day.
6. We ran out of toilet paper yesterday and I forgot to buy more! OOPS! Good thing I have baby wipes around. That works right?

YOUR TURN!

I LOVE THESE!!

1. I wrote J everyday this week and only got two tiny little responses from him. I had no idea he'd be as busy once he got home as he was deployed and it drives me nuts. I'll know I'll adjust and I'm not really upset with him, of course but - Dang it, when's it my turn for attention? (I feel a little like a neglected puppy)
2. I ate WAY too much at dinner last night but I make a GOOD meatloaf, if I do say so myself! :teehee

I can't think of any more right now but I may come back and add something if I think of it later.

This is my first time... ;)

1. I'm UPSET - no - I'm PISSED OFF that I'm PMSing when db will only be home for 4 days :vent

2. I'm upset that I have to say goodbye to db AGAIN (he left 3 weeks ago, we did our goodbyes, and then we found out he'd have a 4 day pass - yes I'm REALLY happy to see him, but ANOTHER heart-wrenching goodbye) :sigh

I think that's all... Not too much this week, next week there will be...

I have had a cold for 8 days and almost no voice
I had to say goodbye to my co-workers at school because I'm moving
I signed a lease I wasn't happy with and now I have to get it straightened out
I have bills I still haven't paid since last week when we did this
That's about it
Oh and didn't work out not even once

I have PMS, cheated on my diet with a twix.
Working out and staying at the same damn weight.
Found out my grandma has to have chemo.
Still No R&R date and he could home as soon as 10 days and we dont' know!
Work has been slow so I have been board.
I am getting know my new aunt (only 5 years older then me so we chat).

i dont know the rules, but i'll try

1. i'm still overworked. the damned receptionist won't help me, so i had to ask to pull an office assistant from our other building to make the trip to help me. and even though i have too much to do, i still like to check in at SOS sometimes.
2. my finger hurts. it's swollen and my ring is stuck.
3. i'm disappointed that dh decided to go to the gym after work only because it means we'll have a late dinner (i'm selfish, yes)
4. on the other hand, i'm glad dh isn't coming home straight from work cause then i can sit by the pool after work.

I don't really want to visit with my grandparents who are in town.

I really dislike my loser/leech mentally ill lesbian aunt. She makes me so uncomfortable. I wish she wasn't coming back over. :sigh

I really dislike my loser/leech mentally ill lesbian aunt. She makes me so uncomfortable. I wish she wasn't coming back over. :sigh

That is REALLY funny!

I'm spending more time with my best friend's girlfriend than my friend. And it bothers me, since they got together and she moved in (A week ago loooong story) He has avoided me. She was lonely last night since he went back to work after leave, so I hung out with her then took her to the gym to work out and then we walked around the track for half an hour....I want MY friend back. She is nice and all....but she isn't the same.

My DH's friend is staying with us while he gets a divorce. He annoys the shit out of me because he doesn't talk to me and ignores me. He and I used to be friends too. I feel as if I am paying for her mistakes


More later lol

1. deployment sucks!
2. haven't been to the gym in two weeks
3. deployment sucks!
4. there is so much drama at work all the time I wish they would lay me off
5. deployment sucks!
6. I have isolated myself since my sailor left and I'm lonely
7. have I said that deployment sucks?!?!?!

I work from home on Fridays and have wine for lunch each week :woohoo

On most days, I really am the role model for laziness.

I'm feeling the horrible, needy urge to kiss someone.

1. I've cried every day since last Thursday.
2. I ate ice cream 3 days in a row.
3. I'm "working" at home today, but have been on MySpace and SOS for all but 2 hours so far.
4. I wrote DB a kinda upset e-mail after the news broke on here last night. I'm pretty sure that he didn't need to hear me so scared, but I just had to. :tears
5. I can't seem to remember the feel of our last kiss anymore. I can tell you all the details. They are perfectly etched in my mind. But I've lost the ability to feel it. :depressed
6. I am spending way to much time lost in my memories of DB so as to avoid the real world. I just want to escape.
7. I haven't told any of my friends here at home about the break-up within my family. I can't say the words because it would require me to face the facts. I'm in denial still. :refuse

First of all I realize how lucky I am to have the communication I do with my hubby. But lately his phone or computer isn't working so we talk for only a few minutes vs how we could talk whenever. So its frustrating none the less.
2. Getting his orders straight is SOOO frustrating. But we are so close to getting it straight I can almost smell the paper its printed on.
3. I got some teeth fixed and I am super excited I feel like a new person but I am afraid of the bill. Can't dentist just make it easier for us?
4. My step son's are selfish pains sometimes
5. Deployment still sucks and makes me cry.
6. My computer still sucks and I just don't want to spend the money on it right now cause my baby will be starting school and my teeth need to be worked on.
7. I am in pain and my little one doesn't understand
8. I feel guilty for trying to convience my five year old to play by herself.
9. Time management and money suck
10. My little girl didn't pass her swimming test today. I feel bad for her.

1. I'm now too fat to fit into DB's board shorts that I wore last time I went jet-skiing
2. Today I crashed one of the jet-skis into the side of the trailer on accident (how was I supposed to know you couldn't steer them after killing the engine? :dunno)
3. I haven't had any sleep since the night before last.
4. I ate a big steak last night.... and booooy does my poop smell. If I wasn't stuck on the toilet, I would've stunk myself out of the bathroom.... :pukey Apparently my "digester-thingymabob" is faulty.
5. I am currently wearing a turbie-twist. You know... those hair towels that were popular in like, 1992? I always wanted one growing up.... then I saw one the other day at Big Lots and couldn't stop myself.
6. I'm wearing a nightie with no undies.... and my ass is stuck to the leather couch. I know it's gonna hurt when I get up... so I'll probably be here for a while.
7. I don't have a deployed SO. In fact, mine's not even in the military :shrug But I love everyone here too damn much to leave.

I am avoiding my mil because of our blow up and I am not saying anything to her, just avoiding.

I am lonely.

I feel terribly fat and unhealthy and I am too lazy to do anything about it.

* I hate it that Ive been sick all week.
**I am really annoyed that we got his r&r dates and its not for 8 more months. :reallymad I really hate that. But Im trying to look at it that he will only have 2 months left after r&r.
***My roomates girlfriend is annoying me and Im sick and just wanna sleep in MY house.

just a frustrating week

-didnt work out once this week...which makes me feel like a completely slob
-i lost two pounds...i really don't know how
-ive actually been doing decent with my semi-diet
-i finally went out to dinner with my best friend who i have seen in 2 weeks
-im really hoping i get to go on a mini-vaca next weekend...but who knows cause my cousin is a huge flake.
-got to talk to DB a whole lot this week :)
-DB's mom asked me for a favor *SIGH* (enough said)
-im still a bit passive aggresive with my family
-i havent been getting up as early as i want to.
-db is going to call me in a little while woot woot!!
-mad cause i need new clothes for work

*I told a lie today to someone I don't trust, and feel guilty as hell about it. I am really big on not lying, and I did it for 'good' reasons, to protect someone. But it is eating away at me. I don't know how people can lie all the time. :no

*I have been eating way too much sugar. And I'm out of one of my diabetes meds. But I'm so frustrated with the doctor situation, that I'm avoiding dealing with it. So irresponsible.

*I cried today because I miss my dh so much, even though it's only been 3 weeks. I feel guilty for being such a baby.

*I have been staring at the same damn cobweb for three days now, and I'm too lazy to get the stool out so I can reach it to clean it up.

Whew! It felt good to get that all out there!

1. I still haven' been wearing my splint and wrist hurts like hell, but its juts too ugly.
2. I let my kids stay uo until 10:30 the other night so we could watch the full moon, and gave them little debbie treata at 9:50pm!!!!
4. I sent my Ex a letter
5. my dd smells ripe and I have no desire to change her so I moved to another spot on the couch.

*I've been eating badly (today for dinner was pizza and half a pint of ice cream..)
*I should be saving my money but I've been using my credit card a little too much
*I've been wanting to drop kick some of the kids at work. (I would never hurt them but sometimes they are so bad!)
*I can't seem to stop crying tonight for no reason.

guess thats all

1. I wrote to Tim less this week. On purpose. I hate 'playing games' in relationships but it was needed. He was beginning to take me for granted.

2. I had a cigarette. And I don't feel bad about it.

3. I haven't slept in bed my bed once this week. The couch doesn't remind me of Tim so much.

4. I feel out of place and unwanted and I feel completely unmotivated to do anything about it.

5. Oh and I lost a toenail. I need to turn the lights on when navigating my way to pee in the middle of the night.

1. Hate feeling sad out of the blue because of the damn deployment.

2. Wish I was skinny. I dont like how i made myself fat.

3. None of my friends are here anymore.

4. Still no job and its pissing me off.

5. Need to go buy a lightbulb and its dark in here.