he was just here.. but its so annoying just a waiting game on a date for him to come back

he is missing: my 20th birthday, which i will be spending at school.. my first doctors appt for our first child and maybe his first son.. and probably the next two appts.

there are just a few months left in this deployment but I AM SICK of this.. i lost my best friend.. when it was "safe" and then he didnt even have an open casket because there was NOTHING LEFT OF HIM.. sorry im still very bitter... the effing iranians or however you spell it have my heart so broken :duh i hate the wonder i get when he isnt online.. is something wrong? usually its no but once it was bad...

this is insane. i cant stress.. he'd be upset

:hugs I'm so sorry sweetie. :hugs

Wow you are dealing with a lot hun. Being pregnant, loosing your friend, your hubby being gone and worrying about him all the time I am sure. I am not suprised you feel this way right now. :hugs I really hope time flies by and your hubby gets home safe and sound really soon sweetie. Take care of you and the baby until then.

HUGS I'm sorry it sounds like a full plate. One day at a time and soon he will call you to tell you he is on his way home. One day at a time and your child will grow and be loved and nurtured. One day at a time and your hurt will heal. One day at a time you will finish school. One day at a time and you will find strength to stay the course....its all any of us can do.

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I'm sry to hear you're going through a rough time right now. I really hope these last few months that you have pass by really quickly. He'll be home in no time with you and your baby on the way!

God I feel the same way as we near the last weeks. I'm over the deployment. It's like hair scrunchies, it's out of fashion at this point. :giggle

God I feel the same way as we near the last weeks. I'm over the deployment. It's like hair scrunchies, it's out of fashion at this point. :giggle

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DH and I are both over it. Just plain tired and exhausted. We still have 5 months to go. :tired

Hang in there...I know it's tough, and you want it too be over. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and moving forward. :hugs

Okay, I just lost my best friend and my future god daughter. I had them in my arms. My husband is my best friend. In that aspect, I do understand. I am not pregnant, but i cry over the stupidiest things so sometimes i think i am :P But, I need my husband, but I also dont want him to worry about me. Its really a lose lose situation. You can PM me anytime.

Go on a massage. Spend money on YOU. You deserve it. Once you do that, you will grieve more and become stronger. TRUST ME.

Hang in there girlie. It WILL get better.