:unlovei can't do this.
i can't live my life without him.
nothing will ever be the same.
i'm never going to make it.
he was what got me through the day.

it hurts like hell.:unlove

Oh sweetie. I can't imagine what you are feeling. I know it must hurt like nothing else you or I have ever experienced.

But you can make it. You have us. Your family. Just take your time. You need to mourn and grieve. You deserve that. No one expects you to be alright right away.

Sweetheart IM so sorry, you can do this. You have all of use here and people around you who love and support you. Just take it one step at a time.

:hugehug :hugehug you can do this.. I'm PMing you!

I can't imagine the ache your heart is feeling. Let yourself grieve, don't let yourself focus on the future right now, just take this day for what it is. You don't need to figure anything out right now.

:bigsadhug

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I'm so sorry :hugs
my hear goes out to you hun
Take it one day at a time
Surround yourself with people who care about you and are willing to help you
:bigsadhug
Remember that he would want you to be happy
And that he is with you always

Take deep breaths sweetie, take each day at a time, and slowly but surly you will get through this. I can only imagine the pain you are going through right now. The love you have for each other will never go away and he will always be watching over you, making sure your safe. You have to go through the grieving, you will cry and you will get angry but you have to go through all of that to come out the other side. And you will get there with everyones help including your DF he will be right by your side sweetie. :hugs

:bigsadhug :bigsadhug

:hugehug we're all here for ya.. Did you get my PM earlier hun?

Take deep breaths sweetie, take each day at a time, and slowly but surly you will get through this. I can only imagine the pain you are going through right now. The love you have for each other will never go away and he will always be watching over you, making sure your safe. You have to go through the grieving, you will cry and you will get angry but you have to go through all of that to come out the other side. And you will get there with everyones help including your DF he will be right by your side sweetie. :hugs

:yes

:hugs It's going to be a long, painful process, but know we're all here for it.

Just take one breath at a time.......don't worry about tomorrow, don't worry about being "ok"......just take all the time you need to grieve.

Prayers for you and his family.

Breathe, grieve, and take it one day at a time. we are here for you. i wish i had more advise. we love you!

i cant imagine.. i will keep your family in my prayers.

OH babygirl hold on tight its gonna hurt like hell.....it will dull but it will never go away completely. But you have an inner strength that will keep you going. Hold on and gather strength from those around you. You are in the hearts of everyone here on SOS. All day I have been thinking of you and praying for you. Everyone of us who has a loved one deployed is aching for you. It seems so unfair to be asked to carry such a burden when you have so much life before you. I am so sorry. I am so sorry. Our hearts are breaking for you. I don't know what else to say

I wish I could hug you in person:( I told my husband about what happened and he sent this song.
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me



He is standing by you know as you have stood by him:(

Oh hun. I'm still praying for you. One day at a time, one step at a time and slowly you will start to see the sun again.

Hun, I'm so sorry. You will make it. I promise. He is and will always be with you. He is in your heart and he is in your memories. You will never forget him. And he will always love you. And this may sound crazy but you can talk to him. I talk to my mom and grandma and crazy as this may sound I really can hear/feel what they would say back to me.

Hey, I know this is far off right now and you may not remember so I'll say it again down the line. But my mom passed away this past February. My step-dad was devastated cause it happened so sudden. What he has done to help him was get a tattoo of her name in her signature. I'm not saying get a tat but doing something that you will always have to remind you of him may help you.

My heart is hurting so bad for you hun. I just want you to know my heart, thoughts, and prayers are with you.

Breathe, grieve, and take it one day at a time. we are here for you. i wish i had more advise. we love you!
my sentiments, exactly.

:hugs

You are so incredibly strong. Stronger than you can imagine. You will endure and make it through this. I promise you. :hugs

Oh hunny. Continued prayers for you. You CAN do this. :hugs

You HAVE to go on. To not would dishonor the love and life you had together. I assure you that, right now, while it feels like a living nightmare, your life and heart have to and will go on, my dear. :bigsadhug

Just take it one day at a time and remember that he is with you always. :hugs

I'm so sorry :hugs I will :pray for you.

:bigsadhug

We love you sweetie.

If only we could save you this pain we would--it makes me so sad and sick of this war.

hunny im so so so sorry :hugs you CAN do it you WILL get through it yes it will be hard but you CAN do it:hugs

:bigsadhug I can't say anything to make it better, but I want to hug you so badly.

:hugs :hugs :hugs I know it ain't much but there is no magic words or actions that will make this go away. I can't begin to imagine all that you feel right now, grief is many, many things, but easy or pretty is not one of them, just remember that. Don't worry about what others think, just feel what you feel in that moment. :hugs I truly wish I had the secret to make you wake up from this nightmare, I truly do. :hugs

:bigsadhug I wish I could do something to comfort you. You can do this, you are a strong women. We are all here for you!

You'll get through this Casey. I promise you that you will. It will take time, but your inner strength will grow and you'll get through this.

you will get through this, one breath at a time. i wish i had the right words, just remember you always have the support of all of us on SOS whenever you need it. so many :hugs.

I have all the confidence in the world in you. You are a very strong woman, and I hope you can find everything that is already in side of you to continue on. I am positive you will. Please do not hesitate to pm me if you ever need anything.

:hugs

Stay strong. :hugs You can do this. I can't even for one second beging to think how hard this must be.:hugs :pray