[Today has been 5 months since I lost Josh and Maddie]







I'm surprisingly calm and actually didn't even think of what today actually was til I was reading something just now on my widow support website.

**SMILES** **SIGHS**

(Looks up at sky) "I miss you guys... just know I think of you every day and that I know your watching over everyone."

I'm so calm I scare myself..

:hugehug Good for you girl!:five

:hugehug Calm is good. Zen...peace...they ARE watching over you, You know that, you've said it before. :yes

:goodvibes :goodvibes :goodvibes

I agree with Loretta. Calm is a very good thing. I bet they're both happy. They wouldn't want you being hysterical and upset all day....Just look at today as 5 months since they went to heaven.To me that is a pretty lucky thing :)

You're making it. Every day you'll be a little stronger. It will feel good to have inner peace.

Thanks ladies :hugehug