Hi ladies...if you have been keeping up with my threads then I just wanted to tell you that I'm feeling much better than exactly one week ago today :sigh

Seth and I were able to talk finally on webcam for two hours last night....I really needed it to be able to see him and hear his voice at the same time. He reassured me that everything will be okay in time. He reassured me that my friend is watching over us and keeping us safe. My anger is finally starting to turn into acceptance. And he was able to make me laugh last night, it was amazing.

We still have a few more months of this deployment to go, I can't wait till we reach the end. After my friend's death, I've been much more anxious and nervous about Seth being deployed. I just want him under the same roof as me. Then I'll finally be able to sleep soundly.

But hey! we're in the double digit countdown to his homecoming now instead of triple digits...so that's definitely an accomplishment right there.

Thanks for being so supportive this past week. I really appreciate all the pm's and thoughtful posts to my thread.

I don't know what I would do without you amazing ladies!

Glad you 2 talked:hugehug

awww good to hear you are doing better! So glad you got to see your man, you deserve it!! :yay double digits!!!

So glad you are doing better beautiful. I know the last few weeks were rough but you pulled through! :hugs

im sorry ive been on RnR so totally out the loop.

I am so sorry for your loss sweetheart. I am happy you are beginning to feel better and im so glad you got to talk to your honey! its times like this when we need them most and deployment sucks ass more than usual!

if you need anything please do not hesitate to ask, sending big hugs your way!