Will I just feel like I want to die...?
I just can't seem to move, to do anything. It hurts to breathe. How much longer will I feel this way? I just want my babies back, that is all I want. Is that really too much to ask??

I'm so sorry for your loss. I just lost my best friend a week ago and it hurts to no end. I know it is a different loss than yours and I won't try to tell you that I understand what you are going through. But, I will pray for you that in time you will begin to heal.

:hugs hang in there sweetie. Have you talked to the doc about it? My friend gets post natal derpession even after misscarriages. I know it is probably something you don't want to think about, but sometimes talking helps. :hugs Thinking of you.

:hugs :pray You are so strong and beautiful(on the inside and out). I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain and suffering.

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It just takes time. Talk to your doctor and let them know. I am sooo sorry sweetie. If you need to talk......pm me. I lost a 20 weeker and a 24 weeker.

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Were all here you!

It does take some time. I truly understand how you feel. I lost my first child (full term) during labor and the next one was a premie and lived 3 weeks 4 days.
The ache will be there and the best you can do is not let it overwhelm you. Find someone you can talk to who can help you through your grief. It is different for everyone to go through this. Talk to your doctor if it's to the point you can't handle it. Time will go by and the ache will reduce but it does take that time. I wish I had the perfect thing to say to make it not hurt so bad---but talking about it and your feeling can help.
You are always welcome to talk to me at any time.

:hugs
we are all here for you.

praying for you sweetie! :pray

Talk with your doctor, or a friend, or someone on here. All the ladies who offered have been there!

Feel free to PM me as well....i've never been in your shoes but I have open ears and time to listen. :hugs

I'm so sorry for your loss hun :sadeyes :hugs