After changing the date 27834659823745 times when we were just READY to get it started... they decided NOT to change the date to next week (so he could be home for at LEAST the FIRST doc appt....)

He is gone now.

:sadeyes I'm sorry sweetie :hugs

:bigsadhug I am sorry sweetie :hugs

Aww, I am so sorry hon. :hugs

:hugs sorry girl.

:( I'm sorry.

Thanks guys.

It is weird... I was a horrible MESS when I dropped him off at the recruiting station to get on the bus for basic...
but I feel fine now... kind of numb... but that is it.

I'm not sure If the goodbye thing just isn't a big deal because I went through it already.... or if it just hasn't hit me yet.... maybe it just doesn't feel real yet... part of me thinks they might say JUST KIDDING NOT TONIGHT and he will come home. (they did THAT last night... only it was JUST BEFORE we had to get him on base.) That won't happen... but... it's weird... I'm calm

:hugs

Im so sorry...that is the only thing that comes to my mind...

When df left the first time, I was errily (sp) calm too...it was like walking through a fog...just remember let yourself feel everything...good and bad...and come here and post a lot...

Im here for you ALWAYS!!!!!!

thanks everyone :)

and yes Jill, I WILL be here a lot! I pretty much live here as it is.... definitely helped with basic!

thanks everyone :)

and yes Jill, I WILL be here a lot! I pretty much live here as it is.... definitely helped with basic!


good Im glad...I've always liked ya...ever since the beginning hehe

you can do this sweetie...I know you can

oh bry...you know i'm here for you always...it will all be ok, and yes, the fog/denial is quite normal! :hugehug

good Im glad...I've always liked ya...ever since the beginning hehe

you can do this sweetie...I know you can

aww!! thanks!! I like you too :D I admire you from afar :giggle

oh bry...you know i'm here for you always...it will all be ok, and yes, the fog/denial is quite normal! :hugehug

well as long as I'm not crazy haha. I can't remember if you already said this... will you be making your way back to Madison in the next year??

:hugs Sorry you had to join us. :(

well as long as I'm not crazy haha. I can't remember if you already said this... will you be making your way back to Madison in the next year??

probably around christmas time...other than that, i don't know...are you staying in kennessy, or moving home for the baby?

probably around christmas time...other than that, i don't know...are you staying in kennessy, or moving home for the baby?
moving home for the baby :D maybe we will get to meet up again :D and you can see my belly!!!
but you can bet your butt I will NOT be driving downtown PREGNANT... not that I'd drive there before... but still!!!
and I miss noodles and co.

moving home for the baby :D maybe we will get to meet up again :D and you can see my belly!!!
but you can bet your butt I will NOT be driving downtown PREGNANT... not that I'd drive there before... but still!!!
and I miss noodles and co.

lol...i just discovered a noodles not too far from my house out here!!! when are you moving? i will do my best to see your baby bump, but you better post pics on here just in case!!! you'll do great through this deployment, i know you will! :yahoo

lol...i just discovered a noodles not too far from my house out here!!! when are you moving? i will do my best to see your baby bump, but you better post pics on here just in case!!! you'll do great through this deployment, i know you will! :yahoo

Oh I plan on posting lots of pics!! once I actually start looking pregnant-pregnant rather than just fat-that-kind-of-looks-pregnant-even-though-i'm-not-pregnant, I'll start posting pics :D:D:D
and there are NO noodles here. there isn't even a DENNYS for 40 miles!

Awww I am sorry.

Oh I plan on posting lots of pics!! once I actually start looking pregnant-pregnant rather than just fat-that-kind-of-looks-pregnant-even-though-i'm-not-pregnant, I'll start posting pics :D:D:D
and there are NO noodles here. there isn't even a DENNYS for 40 miles!

well, that blows...but i'm more jealous of your moving back to wisco and preggo status than my proximity to noodles and co. :P

well, that blows...but i'm more jealous of your moving back to wisco and preggo status than my proximity to noodles and co. :P

I'd rather stay here than move back home to live with me mum. but I'd rather much MORE not to be alone and pregnant.

otherwise I'd trade the back to wisconsin part for noodles :D I really don't want to deal with the winter again!!!!

but the preggo part.... I'm on :cloud9

:hugs I'm sorry hun

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:bigsadhug I'm sorry

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I'm sorry. :hug :hug :hugehug

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Thanks for all the hugs everyone :)