So today I watched my favorite show 7th heaven and it got me scared all over again. I guess since it has been so long since we miscarried, I forgot about how devistating it was. And for so long all I worried about was getting pregnant and now I realized I never considered what if we lose it again? I have no idea how we will deal with it, and how long until we try again. This is our first chance to try since the last pregnancy (2 1/2 years ago) and not by choice, so how long will it be until I would be comfortable to try again? It just really scares me. We have done nothing but plan on having a kid in the next year. I will be devistated if we can't get pregnant or if we lose it again.

Yeah when she was talking about it.. I was getting all tiered (sp?) eyed. I really have never dealed with anything like that so I really cant give you any advise but I do wish you guys the best of luck and send many prayers out to you and your DH for you to have a happy and heathly baby.. :)

Try to stay positive girl!! I've never been through a MC, but I can only imagine the emotions that would be flowing through me. I watched my Aunt go through a MC at 4 1/2 months and I just couldn't imagine that, and then not too long after she went through a tubal that burst so she lost one of her ovaries. It was hard seeing how much pain she was in, but she put her faith in God and knew that he wouldn't be giving her more than she could handle. I don't know if any of this feels any better, but I will keep praying for you and for peace and for blessings!!! You truly have my heart and you have the courage to keep going girl!!! :hugs

I felt the same way when I was watching it sweetie ... I remember all to real how those feelings were when I lost my twins and even to this day those memories are still very real and very heartbreaking ... :tears I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers sweetie :hugs

thanks ladies. I know for me it was hard at 4 months. You don't expect it that late on.

Its just a harrd reality to have to face it again. I want to enjoy the pregnancy but I know I will be so worried now.