lovinmyMA2
12-07-2006, 02:50 PM
Some of you know that DH and I are TTC. I was put on Privera (sp) to jumpstart aunt flo and had to call the clinic on the first day of aunt flo. Well I called and made an appt. for this morning. They did an ultrasound (which hurt like a mo fo!!!:tears :mad ) and come to find out I have a cyst on my right ovary. Doc said it looked to be between the size of a quarter and an egg! :pukey If you've ever had an ultrasound with aunt flo you know it hurts!! So now I have another ultrasound scheduled on the 22nd at 11 am. We have to use protection b/c they want this to clear up. Put me back on bc pills and can only have 800 milligrams of tynol or advil. Basically it's a wait and see game to find out if the cyst clears up or if they'll have to drain it :sick If they end up draining it, I'll be off work for 3-4 days and will have doc appts every other day to do ultrasounds and check progress.
It just feels like this whole conceiving thing just isn't gonna happen. DH thinks it's all in my head. I was the one who iniatiated the going to the doctor thing b/c I just didn't feel right ya know? He kept telling me that it wasn't me, the timing wasn't right, :blahblah I just felt funny and kept bugging him telling him we needed to find out. I just feel so alone b/c he doesn't seem to want to hear everything going on but wants to be informed. :duh
I just posted all this to let some of it out and not keep it inside, not to start anything. I know I haven't posted much lately but here's a litte update on me.
It just feels like this whole conceiving thing just isn't gonna happen. DH thinks it's all in my head. I was the one who iniatiated the going to the doctor thing b/c I just didn't feel right ya know? He kept telling me that it wasn't me, the timing wasn't right, :blahblah I just felt funny and kept bugging him telling him we needed to find out. I just feel so alone b/c he doesn't seem to want to hear everything going on but wants to be informed. :duh
I just posted all this to let some of it out and not keep it inside, not to start anything. I know I haven't posted much lately but here's a litte update on me.