SamoaSoldierGirl
01-04-2007, 03:43 AM
my soldier always told me that his sergeant said that when he leaves, its like life goes on, with or without him. he told me that when he comes back it should be like he never left. i know that will happen and i have faith b/c we love each other and we just always have this connection even while hes away.
well, today was my first day back at school and because its a winter intersession class it will only last for 2 1/2 weeks but it is FOUR hours long for FIVE days a week!?! are you kidding me? but i figured i need the units and this is my easy ticket to get it. i just cant really sleep right now Im getting used to this whole seeing him then seeing him leave thing. I already know that the first couple of days after hes gone is always hard.
I just can't help myself when I go on myspace and his profile is on my top 8. he wrote something about me in his "about me" section and i keep going back and reading it over and over again...he talked about me saying that Im his woman and put my whole name in big, bold letters, saying that i Looove him to death, and even though we've been through alot he loves me and we would do anything for each other. everything he put about me was all true.
still trying to keep busy. i finally hung out with my best friend after all this time b/c she was in Ohio for the holidays. she lives with her boyfriend and it just gets so hard especially when i see them together and live happily. it makes me jealous sometimes b/c she gets to see him everyday and wake up to him while i dont :(. but my soldier tells me that its because of him and other people who defend our country that make it possible for those couples to be together. I'm surprised, i havent cried at all today or much of yesterday. I'm very proud of myself. maybe ive spoken too soon lol i dont want to jinx myself. well sorry for this being sooo long. i love to write, so thats why i'm a communications major hee hee. i got a long day ahead of me today!
until next time,
elizabeth
well, today was my first day back at school and because its a winter intersession class it will only last for 2 1/2 weeks but it is FOUR hours long for FIVE days a week!?! are you kidding me? but i figured i need the units and this is my easy ticket to get it. i just cant really sleep right now Im getting used to this whole seeing him then seeing him leave thing. I already know that the first couple of days after hes gone is always hard.
I just can't help myself when I go on myspace and his profile is on my top 8. he wrote something about me in his "about me" section and i keep going back and reading it over and over again...he talked about me saying that Im his woman and put my whole name in big, bold letters, saying that i Looove him to death, and even though we've been through alot he loves me and we would do anything for each other. everything he put about me was all true.
still trying to keep busy. i finally hung out with my best friend after all this time b/c she was in Ohio for the holidays. she lives with her boyfriend and it just gets so hard especially when i see them together and live happily. it makes me jealous sometimes b/c she gets to see him everyday and wake up to him while i dont :(. but my soldier tells me that its because of him and other people who defend our country that make it possible for those couples to be together. I'm surprised, i havent cried at all today or much of yesterday. I'm very proud of myself. maybe ive spoken too soon lol i dont want to jinx myself. well sorry for this being sooo long. i love to write, so thats why i'm a communications major hee hee. i got a long day ahead of me today!
until next time,
elizabeth