So, secretly :giggle I really really want a baby! My boss just had her first and I have been holding him and hearing all you girls talk about your little ones makes me really want one.

I even thought about asking DH last night during a convo. I asked him when he was gonna get back from PAC and he told me and my first thought was asking him if we could try. I mean it doesn't have to be actively, but you know stop BC and "see what happens".

We can't now, cuz technically my extended family doesn't know we are married and they would be SHOCKED beyond belief if I showed up to my ceremony in July preggos. Plus PAC is comin up and I really don't wanna go through it completely alone. Even th I know it's unavoidable, I don't want him gone for 6 months of a pregnancy. You know?

Just thought I would get it off my chest, cuz it's something I can't seem to get off my mind! hehe

i'm in the same situation with dh. when he gets back from his mini deployment we are going to talk. i feel a little pang when i hear of someone else having a baby or getting pregnant

OMG me too!! I get butterflies when I see another baby and hear of friends having babies. I an always reading this forums posts on how far along etc ... I am glad I am not the only one dreamin!:blush

I totally feel you, I am in the same boat girl!!