Dont get me wrong. I am so so happy I got to see Jon after being apart for so long but saying goodbye this time was a lot worse than the first time. I was doing fine. I was handling this deployment rather well but seeing him, getting use to him being here, being able to have that constant contact with him just made it so much harder tosay goodbye this time. Esp since I know instead of it only being 3-4 months until he is home its now another long 8 months. I tried so hard to be strong for him b/c i know he worries about me but I just couldnt stop crying since we woke up this morning. I knew it was the last morning for a while that we would be waking up next to eachother. I lost it big in the airport also. I feel so bad for doing that to him. I miss him already :(

:hugs hang in there hun :hugs

I thought that it would have been easier if he just would have stayed there.. I know what you mean..

As soon as he got adjusted to the time change, and I got used to having him sleep next to me, he had to leave..

hang in there hun? WHen are you heading up here?