If anyone is like me and not sleeping right now, then feel free to drop a line...i'll be here a while..

im up...as usual
can never sleep at night.so im here if u wanna talk lol.

I'm up, but it;s morning here so I am supposed to be!

its half past midnight here... so yeah this is my normal thing, lol..I stay up till three or so bc i cant sleep since he left.. which works out pretty well bc its usually when I get to talk to him, lol...

lol that's convenient at least. My DH worked nights when he was in the litterbox so it was days to me...very convenient!

but if i dont get to talk to him at night, then i get up at 9 am bc he gets online then if he cant at night, lol... DH gave this comparison about over there.... Its like play in a litterbox with a hairdryer,lol

ive never been able to sleep at night but its gotten worse since ive been home and away from dh.im usually up all night now enstead of just the wee hours.

i am awake too. i need to be asleep, i have things to do in a few hours

its half past midnight here... so yeah this is my normal thing, lol..I stay up till three or so bc i cant sleep since he left.. which works out pretty well bc its usually when I get to talk to him, lol...

Yup, me too. Except we just changed time-zones, so now I'm gonna have to start getting up early to catch him 'cause I have my limits on how late I can stay up!:sadeyes I'm such a night owl though.

I am up. I am in Alaska right now and it still is a little light out. Its so freaking weird. i think its going to take me a little bit to get used to this.

at least i dont have anything to do.. at all.. for a long time...I'm down with lumbar issues and staying with Dh's family in nor cali... so i just sit around all day and try to stay busy to make time go by faster, lol... OH YEAH!! i need support right now big time!! I quit smoking today.. a promise i made to DH when he left... So any support and accountability would be awesome!

lol I don't miss those days at all. I now stay up late to call back to the states and everything..lol

Ooh, good luck with the not smoking! You can do it!

Yeah. Actually, I have a friend in Sydney that's crazy hours too, so at least I get to talk with her when I'm up late.

at least i dont have anything to do.. at all.. for a long time...I'm down with lumbar issues and staying with Dh's family in nor cali... so i just sit around all day and try to stay busy to make time go by faster, lol... OH YEAH!! i need support right now big time!! I quit smoking today.. a promise i made to DH when he left... So any suport and accountability would be awesome!
Good luck on the smoking. I am working on losing weight for when he comes home. i am doing OK at it. I wish i did not have anything to do but the van needs an oil change and i am taking some online classes through our local college and i have to go and pay for that....which stinks because i am 20 minutes from there one way and walmart (where i am getting the oil change) is 30 miles the other way. I hope to get up early enough to do that plus some running around here i have to do!

ya know.. i always thought that support groups/ forums were cheesy... until i got married and DH deployed.. now yall are seriously helping me to keep my sanity, lol..

at least i dont have anything to do.. at all.. for a long time...I'm down with lumbar issues and staying with Dh's family in nor cali... so i just sit around all day and try to stay busy to make time go by faster, lol... OH YEAH!! i need support right now big time!! I quit smoking today.. a promise i made to DH when he left... So any support and accountability would be awesome!

Good luck on quiting smoking. I know you can do it! It takes hard work but you can do it.

Support groups / forums are the best thing ever. Especially when you can't sleep or need a distraction!

There are a few things I'm doing while he is gone... quit smoking, quit biting my nails, letting my hair grow back out, lol... trying to trim down too...I was surprised at the weight i gained after getting married..15 lbs in three months and i'm eating exactly the same as i was before... makes no sense at all... and dont wish for nothing to do... by having stuff to do, your days go by faster... I started quilting to keep my mind off of how slow the days pass...

ya know.. i always thought that support groups/ forums were cheesy... until i got married and DH deployed.. now yall are seriously helping me to keep my sanity, lol..

i know what you mean! i dont come here near enough though. i do spend my time in the arcade here though... lol talk about something addicting:giggle

I thought online forums were stupid too, until I found one by accident when DH left for kuwait...they kept me sane while he was gone, adn 2 years later we are all like sisters.. And now I'm here, adn I love this place!

Support groups / forums are the best thing ever. Especially when you can't sleep or need a distraction!

They sure are. For me right now I am tired but its still freaking light out here. Its so weird.

my salvation on the no smoking is nicoderm cq and tootsie pops, lol.. plus a MIL that is stern when you make resolutions, lol...

good luck with stopping the smokin habbit!you can do it.

i have had some bad expierences with support boards lol.

oh by the way jennifer...I just signed up at womanhood.com bc of your little ad... its pretty cool..thanks!

oh by the way jennifer...I just signed up at womanhood.com bc of your little ad... its pretty cool..thanks!

:giggle Glad you are over there. It is the sister site of here, Brandi is the admin for both and thewomanhood is really starting to take off!

yeah i dropped in to check it out and it seemed like a good place to make friends and such, so i signed up!:D

Right, I'm off girls. Long weekend. Night.

It's awesome. It's been an acitve board for a few months now and each day we grow and get bigger. I am loving it!

oh! I had a very akward moment today with my MIL and FIL....anyone interested in hearing it?

bye sarah! Sleep well!

goodnight!! sleep well !

oh! I had a very akward moment today with my MIL and FIL....anyone interested in hearing it?

Sure!

oh do tell mrick

btw.. michele's my name.. thought i told you, lol..

oh! I had a very akward moment today with my MIL and FIL....anyone interested in hearing it?

sure

Willow, how is alaska?

sure

Willow, how is alaska?

Its midnight and finally dark. Well, sorta dark. The flight was good but I got 4 hours of sleep then took a nap when I got here.

:giggle i am horrible at names...

Its midnight and finally dark. Well, sorta dark. The flight was good but I got 4 hours of sleep then took a nap when I got here.

Glad you got some sleep. The light/dark will def. take some getting used to!

marco sends everyone licks. He is licking my screen right now, I can't reall see.

Willow, how is alaska?

Also my phone seems to only want to make calls and send text messages. So no sending pic messages I guess. I am thinking about call the cell company and asking them about it.

I've been here at the inlaws since DH left...and I finally felt up to unpacking everything, so of course the PIL were helping.... hard to unpack with crutches , lol..so there we are in the middle of going through boxes of mine and dh's clothes and such when MIL brings out this bag that i had forgotten about... and she goes to start putting stuff on the shelves in my room here...then I look up... and they are standing there holding our big almost quarter full bottle of KY self warming massage and personal lubricant....and just staring at me with a funny look... this stare down last for 8 or so minutes...until the BIL walks in... and him being 17, just blurts out " damn didnt know my bro was tapping so much you needed lube!! That's alot of sex!! Its a wonder you arent Preggo yet!" I didnt know i could turn so many shades of red

give macro a pet for me then..

OMG.i would have died of shyness.

I've been here at the inlaws since DH left...and I finally felt up to unpacking everything, so of course the PIL were helping.... hard to unpack with crutches , lol..so there we are in the middle of going through boxes of mine and dh's clothes and such when MIL brings out this bag that i had forgotten about... and she goes to start putting stuff on the shelves in my room here...then I look up... and they are standing there holding our big almost quarter full bottle of KY self warming massage and personal lubricant....and just staring at me with a funny look... this stare down last for 8 or so minutes...until the BIL walks in... and him being 17, just blurts out " damn didnt know my bro was tapping so much you needed lube!! That's alot of sex!! Its a wonder you arent Preggo yet!" I didnt know i could turn so many shades of red

OMG!!!!!!!!!! :lmao I am trying not to laugh out loud cause db mom and little bro and sis are sleeping but that is freaking FUNNY!! I am sorry that that had to happen to you. I would have done the same thing.

I've been here at the inlaws since DH left...and I finally felt up to unpacking everything, so of course the PIL were helping.... hard to unpack with crutches , lol..so there we are in the middle of going through boxes of mine and dh's clothes and such when MIL brings out this bag that i had forgotten about... and she goes to start putting stuff on the shelves in my room here...then I look up... and they are standing there holding our big almost quarter full bottle of KY self warming massage and personal lubricant....and just staring at me with a funny look... this stare down last for 8 or so minutes...until the BIL walks in... and him being 17, just blurts out " damn didnt know my bro was tapping so much you needed lube!! That's alot of sex!! Its a wonder you arent Preggo yet!" I didnt know i could turn so many shades of red
OMG i would have turned 3 shades of red!!!!!

I couldnt breathe and i almost started crying....and his statement opened up a whole new convo at dinner... infront of the entire family..2 sis's 3 bros, 2 gf's 1 bf and 2 neices.. plus the pils and me....

I couldnt breathe and i almost started crying....and his statement opened up a whole new convo at dinner... infront of the entire family..2 sis's 3 bros, 2 gf's 1 bf and 2 neices.. plus the pils and me....

Oh no

Now its pretty funny to me.. but at the time I was so embarassed...

Oh yes a whole new convo... we're sitting there eating.. and MIL jsut says... so when ARE you two going to give me a grandbaby??? the 17 BIL muttered "not much longer at the rate there getting it on..." Which got the whole family cracking up...

I totally understand. db and I were having sex one day when his parents were gone and they came home, so we finished and I was laying on the bed and he slapped my ass. I then went downstairs and I guess he had told his mom that I was sleeping. I saw from the look on her face that she knew I wasn't sleeping. I then went in the living room and watched tv cause I was starting to turn red.

and thus started the convo about children...which is almost as interesting as the KY one..

It is funny but i would have died right there. MY fil is a missonary so i hate even doing "it" with him in the house much less him finding stuff like that.. lol

His parents staring at me with little smirks, kinda like they were expecting me to pop up and say " oh by the way you're a grandma!!" so i just stared back like OH SHIT!! what do i say??

I've been here at the inlaws since DH left...and I finally felt up to unpacking everything, so of course the PIL were helping.... hard to unpack with crutches , lol..so there we are in the middle of going through boxes of mine and dh's clothes and such when MIL brings out this bag that i had forgotten about... and she goes to start putting stuff on the shelves in my room here...then I look up... and they are standing there holding our big almost quarter full bottle of KY self warming massage and personal lubricant....and just staring at me with a funny look... this stare down last for 8 or so minutes...until the BIL walks in... and him being 17, just blurts out " damn didnt know my bro was tapping so much you needed lube!! That's alot of sex!! Its a wonder you arent Preggo yet!" I didnt know i could turn so many shades of red

OMG! How embarassing!

oh no embarassment is when your mom asks you if you know where her KY is and if you used it when you were having sex with your db.

His parents staring at me with little smirks, kinda like they were expecting me to pop up and say " oh by the way you're a grandma!!" so i just stared back like OH SHIT!! what do i say??

I would have died!

oh no embarassment is when your mom asks you if you know where her KY is and if you used it when you were having sex with your db.

:wow

oh no embarassment is when your mom asks you if you know where her KY is and if you used it when you were having sex with your db.

OH NO!

and I know they're going to be smirking when he comes home for r & r... i feel sorry for his bro's bc they are inthe room beside me, lol...they even moved the king bed into my room bc DH will be coming home for r&r.. nought new sheets and put scented candles and curtains.. the whole nine yards...both of us bath robes... and he just left 16 days ago!!..

I've never had any embarassing sex stories...DH and I were fairly tame until we got into our own home the rest of the way around the world from our family....

You got me beat on embarassment there.. i think what made it so bad was his bro....who of course told everyone!! so babies were naturally the interogation of dinner..

and I know they're going to be smirking when he comes home for r & r... i feel sorry for his bro's bc they are inthe room beside me, lol...they even moved the king bed into my room bc DH will be coming home for r&r.. nought new sheets and put scented candles and curtains.. the whole nine yards...both of us bath robes... and he just left 16 days ago!!..

Hey, at least they are spoiling your rotten. When Dh and I stayed at MIL's after our honeymoon and before we PCS'd here, we had to clean our own sheets and the bed..I wouldn't even use the shower there...I went to my mom's 5 miles away to shower!

OH NO!

oh yes. I just about died. I mean I know my mom knows that we have sex, but I don't want her to come out and say it. Plus I don't want to know that my mom uses that stuff.

You got me beat on embarassment there.. i think what made it so bad was his bro....who of course told everyone!! so babies were naturally the interogation of dinner..

talk about bad...my MIL asked me a week before our wedding when I was going to get pregnant..she was hoping I would be then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but my momma wants me to wait 3-5 years....:( she thinks I need a degree and to work for a few years(like she did) before I have a :baby

oh yes. I just about died. I mean I know my mom knows that we have sex, but I don't want her to come out and say it. Plus I don't want to know that my mom uses that stuff.

:rofl my momma still thinks that I didn't ahve sex ebfore I got married.

I'm being treated like a princess here...and they are taking me around and introducing to everyone.. but i kinda feel like i'm being shown off, lol... i think they're trying to " set the mood" for when he gets here on R&R... which is akward too..

I'm being treated like a princess here...and they are taking me around and introducing to everyone.. but i kinda feel like i'm being shown off, lol... i think they're trying to " set the mood" for when he gets here on R&R... which is akward too..

LOL! Get a hotel when he is on R&R, even if it's only for a few days. you NEED your own space, trust me!

my mom asked me the day after the wedding to take a pg test... the whole famly is baby crazy!!

No off the wall stories for me. However i told dh we are getting a hotel room when he comes home so we would not keep the neighborhood up!

:rofl my momma still thinks that I didn't ahve sex ebfore I got married.

:lmao my mom finally figured out that I was having sex by my second bf. She also doesn't know half the stuff db and I have done. Like sleep together the first time we saw eachother face to face.

once when my ex b/f was in the shower getting ready for a dep.meeting his mom came in the room and started talking to me about'if your having sex with my son you better be using protection'i had the deer caught in the headlights of car look on my face...

she got me again 4 months later at the hotel when he graduated bootcamp...
by mentioning ky and the hickys on my neck.

my mom asked me the day after the wedding to take a pg test... the whole famly is baby crazy!!

lol, my husband is one of 6 kids, his older siblings each have 4 kids, his younger brother has 2(with a 3rd on the way), his other younger brother is a newlywed and his other younger brother is engaged.......so everyone wants us to join the baby parade...and we want to also, but they are going to be in for a shock when we do get pg adn tell them at like 20 weeks

I am seriously thinking about it! his lil bro actaully said he wasnt going to stay here when DH is here, because he knows his bro" Is going to get R done!" so yeah i kinda feel like a brood mare at the moment... one of his sis's gave me a bays halloween costume today...for when its time...

:lmao my mom finally figured out that I was having sex by my second bf. She also doesn't know half the stuff db and I have done. Like sleep together the first time we saw eachother face to face.

you crazy girl! Dh and I didn't have sex until we'd been together ofr over a year, and we were days away from being engaged....

I am seriously thinking about it! his lil bro actaully said he wasnt going to stay here when DH is here, because he knows his bro" Is going to get R done!" so yeah i kinda feel like a brood mare at the moment... one of his sis's gave me a bays halloween costume today...for when its time...

oh man! I would seriously tell them to back off. It's nice that they are supportive, but they need to give you guys some space!

talk about moms, sex and weddings, at my reception i told my mom i was redy to get it started, she then leaned over and saidm " the only reason you want to hurry it up is so you can go have sex" ..... i was stumped..what could i say.. lol:blush

lol, my husband is one of 6 kids, his older siblings each have 4 kids, his younger brother has 2(with a 3rd on the way), his other younger brother is a newlywed and his other younger brother is engaged.......so everyone wants us to join the baby parade...and we want to also, but they are going to be in for a shock when we do get pg adn tell them at like 20 weeks

:pray I hope that you have cute little babies.

you crazy girl! Dh and I didn't have sex until we'd been together ofr over a year, and we were days away from being engaged....

I am not that crazy. Plus we had been talking for about 2 months and it just felt right. Trust me if something doesn't feel right I don't do it.

:pray I hope that you have cute little babies.

thanks Willow, I want a little boy who looks just like his daddy....and daddy wants a little girl who looks just like her momma!

I'm the youngest out of 7 (5g 2 b) he's the middle out of 7 (5 b 2g) and he's the only one married in his... and all my neices and nephews are already teenagers or older...some already married and pg... so my parents want another grand & his are ready for one.. like i said.. i kinda feel like a broodmare..lol

thanks Willow, I want a little boy who looks just like his daddy....and daddy wants a little girl who looks just like her momma!

AWWWWW well I hope you get twins so then you will both get what you want.

I am not that crazy. Plus we had been talking for about 2 months and it just felt right. Trust me if something doesn't feel right I don't do it.

:giggle I wasn't meaning it in a bad way, i totally understand. DH and I met, went on 4 sorta dates, he PCS'd to korea, then he come home on elave for 2 weeks and we dated then, he came home in sept for 3 weeks we got engaged, he went to kuwait, he came home in may for 2 weeks to help plan the wedding, then came home in sept. 10 days before the wedding. I truly understand the long distance closeness and stuff

AWWWWW well I hope you get twins so then you will both get what you want.

:shock I dunno if I could handle twins, but they would be fun!

I'm the youngest out of 7 (5g 2 b) he's the middle out of 7 (5 b 2g) and he's the only one married in his... and all my neices and nephews are already teenagers or older...some already married and pg... so my parents want another grand & his are ready for one.. like i said.. i kinda feel like a broodmare..lol

oh wow! Well, I hope that you guys get preggo when the time is right!

well ladies i am going to try and get some sleep, thanks for the conversation!

hehe the funny thing about it is.. we are ready to...i was ready a month after getting married, but i thought he wanted to wait...so i stayed on the pill...he was ready, but thought i wanted to wait, so he never said anything...until i told him about a month and a half ago to tell when he was ready... and he said " i was waiting on you!!" , so i quit taking it and by then it was so close to him depploying that we said wait till he gets back... which made having sex a little tense before he left... bc we had mixed feelings about it...

I'm the youngest out of 7 (5g 2 b) he's the middle out of 7 (5 b 2g) and he's the only one married in his... and all my neices and nephews are already teenagers or older...some already married and pg... so my parents want another grand & his are ready for one.. like i said.. i kinda feel like a broodmare..lol

That is crazyness! DB is the oldest out of 4 kids and I am an only child. Sometimes I think his mom wants us to get married and have babies right away. His sister is married and going to be having her baby really soon. I guess we need to catch up or something :hehe

goodnight!!

hehe the funny thing about it is.. we are ready to...i was ready a month after getting married, but i thought he wanted to wait...so i stayed on the pill...he was ready, but thought i wanted to wait, so he never said anything...until i told him about a month and a half ago to tell when he was ready... and he said " i was waiting on you!!" , so i quit taking it and by then it was so close to him depploying that we said wait till he gets back... which made having sex a little tense before he left... bc we had mixed feelings about it...

LOL! I was ready before DH was, but only by a few weeks. We are now both ready, financially and physically and everything, so when God is ready he will bless us with a baby.

night StephieAnn.

BRB ladies, gotta go eat my burrito!

Sometimes I think DB is jealous of his sister cause she is married and going to be having her first baby in about a month. She is also just 20 and db is going to be 24 in about 10 or so days.

Well good luck! it was tense before he left, bc i wasnt on the pill and we both wanted to try, but he said he wanted to be here for the pg, and i want him here for it... so we wanted to try, but didnt want to get pg bc he wouldnt be here for it... so it was like having a war in his head when it came to do the guy thing... once he actaully agrued with himself out loud during sex...

astra are you still here??? havent heard anything from you in a few...

Well good luck! it was tense before he left, bc i wasnt on the pill and we both wanted to try, but he said he wanted to be here for the pg, and i want him here for it... so we wanted to try, but didnt want to get pg bc he wouldnt be here for it... so it was like having a war in his head when it came to do the guy thing... once he actaully agrued with himself out loud during sex...

he agrued with himself out loud and during sex? That kinda funny

my kities took over the comuter...both were laying on the keyboard

yeah it was funny... bc he asked me if i wanted wanted him to pull out... and I said it was up to him.... so he said "no i dont want to.. but I dont want to get you pg yet.... but I do... but i want to be here for it...but i want to have a little me inside you..but..but..." and the whole time he's still going at it...

Sometimes I think DB is jealous of his sister cause she is married and going to be having her first baby in about a month. She is also just 20 and db is going to be 24 in about 10 or so days.

:hugs Things will work out in their own time.

the dog here tries to take over everyonce in a while... she tries to get the mouse..lol..

Well good luck! it was tense before he left, bc i wasnt on the pill and we both wanted to try, but he said he wanted to be here for the pg, and i want him here for it... so we wanted to try, but didnt want to get pg bc he wouldnt be here for it... so it was like having a war in his head when it came to do the guy thing... once he actaully agrued with himself out loud during sex...

ugh, we're going to be in a similar situation next month when we are on vacation in Utah..we don't want to get pregnant there, but I don't want to go on the pill or use BC

he is probally just being a man at that age and wants to have kids...

the dog here tries to take over everyonce in a while... she tries to get the mouse..lol..

animals are strange. my cats think they are dogs

jsut hope he doesnt argue with himself out loud like DH did...even though it was a little funny...

yeah it was funny... bc he asked me if i wanted wanted him to pull out... and I said it was up to him.... so he said "no i dont want to.. but I dont want to get you pg yet.... but I do... but i want to be here for it...but i want to have a little me inside you..but..but..." and the whole time he's still going at it...

:lmao thats cute and funny all at the same time

I was going to say something but now I can't remember it.

this dog thinks its a cat... it tries to take the cats kittens...

jsut hope he doesnt argue with himself out loud like DH did...even though it was a little funny...

lol he won't. he just might not get laid the entire time we are there.

this dog thinks its a cat... it tries to take the cats kittens...

hahahhha that's funny. Marco just brought me his leash, he wants to take a walk!

I should go take a shower and get dressed and take the cat for a walk(since he is begging to go). but I don't want to. LOL! I'll probably just go put him on leash on the balcony.

:hugs Things will work out in their own time.

I know they will. I know that we both want to spend a long time together. Sometimes I feel that he is jealous of his sister. If he wants to get married when he comes back I won't mind, but I hope he doesnt want to rush to have kids. If he does there will be some serious talking we will have. However things could change when we start living together we could say we want to have a baby right now.

yeah it was cute and funny.. and he did pull out.. but he almost didnt decide soon enough, lol... but i wouldnt have care he didnt...I want to have his baby...but I understand how much he wants to be here for it, so that is why I agreed to wait till he gets back...I just hope that we wont have the agrueing during sex issue when he is here on r&r...

I know they will. I know that we both want to spend a long time together. Sometimes I feel that he is jealous of his sister. If he wants to get married when he comes back I won't mind, but I hope he doesnt want to rush to have kids. If he does there will be some serious talking we will have. However things could change when we start living together we could say we want to have a baby right now.

It's definitely interesting how things change once you get married. When we got engaged, we said 5 years and we'd start trying for a baby...we were still saying that when we got married. 3 months later, it had changed to 2 years. Now, we are 8 months past the wedding, and we are ready to try for a baby and make that family. It just really feels like the time is right for us to start our family.

I am sure when he gets back he will want to.

It's definitely interesting how things change once you get married. When we got engaged, we said 5 years and we'd start trying for a baby...we were still saying that when we got married. 3 months later, it had changed to 2 years. Now, we are 8 months past the wedding, and we are ready to try for a baby and make that family. It just really feels like the time is right for us to start our family.

timing is everything thats for sure.

yeah it was cute and funny.. and he did pull out.. but he almost didnt decide soon enough, lol... but i wouldnt have care he didnt...I want to have his baby...but I understand how much he wants to be here for it, so that is why I agreed to wait till he gets back...I just hope that we wont have the agrueing during sex issue when he is here on r&r...

When is he taking his R&R? My friend got pg on her hubby's R&R, they found out the day he went back to the litterbox, and he came home when she was 17 weeks. He only missed one ultrasound, and they recorded it and sent it to him, plus he was on the phone with her while she had it. That way he missed all the yucky 1st trimester stuff but was home for all the fun stuff-like the first time Levi moved, when they found out he was a boy, etc.

I think DH's face while he was agrueing with himself ( and the fact that we didnt stop or slow down)was what was so funny... he looked mad at himself, then he would looked like he does during sex, ya know what i mean, and it went back and forth for like 10 mins..lol.. and it took alot not to giggle while this was going on

timing is everything thats for sure.

:giggle
For some reason everytime someone says that a turkey timer pops into my head

All my giftsare pink!

the cats are now chasing flies....grr getting paw prints all over my clean windows

OMG! I HAVE 10,000 POSTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he should get r &r sometime between july and october..

he should get r &r sometime between july and october..

I hate not knowing...everytime DH took his R&R/leave he would do it as close to the end as possible. It really made things a lot easier for us, becuase I knew when he went back he only had a little bit of time(3 months and 4 months).

wellthe dog is in heat and she keeps whining all the time... and she sleeps in my bed... right now she is laying on my feet.... since i got here the dog and our neice have been stuck to me like glue, lol..

:giggle
For some reason everytime someone says that a turkey timer pops into my head

lol but its so true. I mean if I hadn't of dated Billy I never would have found James and I never would have known that losing Billy was a very good thing.

wellthe dog is in heat and she keeps whining all the time... and she sleeps in my bed... right now she is laying on my feet.... since i got here the dog and our neice have been stuck to me like glue, lol..

animals in heat SUCK! My cat was in heat for 4 days before we got her fixed......oy!

lol but its so true. I mean if I hadn't of dated Billy I never would have found James and I never would have known that losing Billy was a very good thing.

isn't it ironic? If I hadn't dated DH's brother, I never would have met DH!

the thing is with DH, that he doesnt get to choose when he takes r&r... they tell them when.. and they have to have it by 6 months...every 6 months...and its a 12 - 18 month deployment...july will be 3 months so between then and oct. they have to have it...and they have to balance it out so that not everyone is gone at one time... its all about strategey i think, lol

isn't it ironic? If I hadn't dated DH's brother, I never would have met DH!

life sure is funny sometimes. Some days I am happy that my car got broken into cause if it hadn't then I never would have posted a blog on myspace about it and James never would have read it and wrote me to say sorry that my car got broken into. Then again my ipod, camera, and books got taken so that doesn't make me happy

the thing is with DH, that he doesnt get to choose when he takes r&r... they tell them when.. and they have to have it by 6 months...every 6 months...and its a 12 - 18 month deployment...july will be 3 months so between then and oct. they have to have it...and they have to balance it out so that not everyone is gone at one time... its all about strategey i think, lol

yeah, DH didn't get to pick exactly, but he always picked to be in the last group of leave/R&R if possible. It helped that he was an NCO and they always sent teh NCO's in that company near the end.

If i hadnt gotten hurt in bct and gotten dicharged, i wouldnt have meet DH bc he pcs'd a month after we met... I meet him exactly one week after i got out... and was in love with him from the first night we met... and I even said I'm gonna marry that man,lol... and a year later here we are... happily married and planning a family, lol..

Well bc of his mos its weird about his r& r... they have no say what so ever in it...

If i hadnt gotten hurt in bct and gotten dicharged, i wouldnt have meet DH bc he pcs'd a month after we met... I meet him exactly one week after i got out... and was in love with him from the first night we met... and I even said I'm gonna marry that man,lol... and a year later here we are... happily married and planning a family, lol..

awww that's cute! My Dh was supposed to spend 3 years in maryland, and after less than 18 months he came to work one day and got orders to korea....if he hadn't gotten those orders, we would not have met.

Well bc of his mos its weird about his r& r... they have no say what so ever in it...

yuck! What does he do?

If i hadnt gotten hurt in bct and gotten dicharged, i wouldnt have meet DH bc he pcs'd a month after we met... I meet him exactly one week after i got out... and was in love with him from the first night we met... and I even said I'm gonna marry that man,lol... and a year later here we are... happily married and planning a family, lol..

its funny how crappy things can happen to us but you are happy that things turned out that way

Willow......you need to tell James that as soon as you get amrried he needs to get orders to italy so you can come see me!

Willow......you need to tell James that as soon as you get amrried he needs to get orders to italy so you can come see me!

I KNOW!! It would be so great to live overseas and I would have someone besides James

I KNOW!! It would be so great to live overseas and I would have someone besides James

yeah! And Italy is an awesome duty station.......:D

it was soo funny too... we ended up in a long distance relationship, which wasnt suppose to happen, lol.. i was suppose to move to savannah with him and get married that fall... and someone stole his phone, so he lost my number..and i thought he didnt want to be with me... for about a month.. and he tracked me down on myspace and told me what happened... then it was just a matter of figuring out how to get me there, lol... I lived 5 hours from there so every chance he got he drove to my parents, and vice versa, lol.. and finally we actaully just said, lets get married... and the only reason we waitied was bc he wanted to ask my dad, but my dad was never home when DH was there... sofinally we said screw it and just got married, lol...and thenhe asked my dad after the fact, lol... so we've got alot of stories already to tell our kids, lol..

yeah! And Italy is an awesome duty station.......:D

my mission that I choose to accept is to get James to Italy. And not just for vacation

it was soo funny too... we ended up in a long distance relationship, which wasnt suppose to happen, lol.. i was suppose to move to savannah with him and get married that fall... and someone stole his phone, so he lost my number..and i thought he didnt want to be with me... for about a month.. and he tracked me down on myspace and told me what happened... then it was just a matter of figuring out how to get me there, lol... I lived 5 hours from there so every chance he got he drove to my parents, and vice versa, lol.. and finally we actaully just said, lets get married... and the only reason we waitied was bc he wanted to ask my dad, but my dad was never home when DH was there... sofinally we said screw it and just got married, lol...and thenhe asked my dad after the fact, lol... so we've got alot of stories already to tell our kids, lol..

awww cute! Dh never asked my dad's permission..I don't think my dad would ever give it. even if I was 100 years old! LOL I'm his little girl and he's highly overprotective.

my mission that I choose to accept is to get James to Italy. And not just for vacation

Make sure it is to Naples/Gricignano, not La madd or sig! they are forever far away from me!

DH is a blackhawk mechanic/ crewcheif on a medivac unit, so things are a little different with r&r and deployments and such..

awww cute! Dh never asked my dad's permission..I don't think my dad would ever give it. even if I was 100 years old! LOL I'm his little girl and he's highly overprotective.

I have a feeling my dad will be the same way. However my dad didn't freak out when I told him that James asked me to move in with him and I said yes. I almost fell over cause I was expecting him to say no.

DH is a blackhawk mechanic/ crewcheif on a medivac unit, so things are a little different with r&r and deployments and such..

oh cool, we know some peeps who have jobs like that. It does make things more complicated though.

I have a feeling my dad will be the same way. However my dad didn't freak out when I told him that James asked me to move in with him and I said yes. I almost fell over cause I was expecting him to say no.

my dad got drunk the night I told him I was engaged.

Make sure it is to Naples/Gricignano, not La madd or sig! they are forever far away from me!

I will make sure of that. Being far away would be bad. Plus if I am close I can help with your little one or ones

I will make sure of that. Being far away would be bad. Plus if I am close I can help with your little one or ones

:giggle There are some great girls at Sig and La maddalena, but they aren't on mainland italy either!

my dad got drunk the night I told him I was engaged.

lol. I have a feeling my dad will do something like that. I am hoping not but you never know

and to top all that off with us getting together....we actaully got married twice in one week, lol...we went to the court house and got married, then had a ceremony for the families, and only my parents knew we were already married, lol... we just wanted to get married, so we went and got married by the judge...that was the orignal plan, till his family decided to fly out bc of it, so we had to have a ceremony for them....

and to top all that off with us getting together....we actaully got married twice in one week, lol...we went to the court house and got married, then had a ceremony for the families, and only my parents knew we were already married, lol... we just wanted to get married, so we went and got married by the judge...that was the orignal plan, till his family decided to fly out bc of it, so we had to have a ceremony for them....

It seems that alot of military couples do that.

and to top all that off with us getting together....we actaully got married twice in one week, lol...we went to the court house and got married, then had a ceremony for the families, and only my parents knew we were already married, lol... we just wanted to get married, so we went and got married by the judge...that was the orignal plan, till his family decided to fly out bc of it, so we had to have a ceremony for them....

lol a ton of people do that!

yeah his job makes things a bit different... like when katrina hit new orleans, Dh had to go down there for that...

yeah, people don't think about how natural disasters affect military people either...

I think its a thing alot of people do cause of deployments. Plus alot of people don't want to wait another minute to get married but they want a wedding with their family.

yeah but we forgot to tell his family that we were already married... they found out today when they were looking at the photo album... so i had to try to explain it all, and they were giving me the " yall are sneaky shits"look, lol... which made the BIL say, " OH you just did that so yall could get it on sooner" so i've had a very interesting day, lol..

I haven't updated my blog in a bit. I really should.

yeah but we forgot to tell his family that we were already married... they found out today when they were looking at the photo album... so i had to try to explain it all, and they were giving me the " yall are sneaky shits"look, lol... which made the BIL say, " OH you just did that so yall could get it on sooner" so i've had a very interesting day, lol..

oh man.

I think if James asked me to go to vegas with him after a bit of being engaged i would do it. Then I would plan a big wedding cause my family is so very important to me that I want to share my happiness with them.

ppl dont think about alot of things that affect military families... and i swear if one more person asks me how I am able to be away from him for so long... bc they just couldnt do it, i will beat them with my crutches!!! the only thing i can think is they must not love their SO all that much...

yeah its been a day... and of course since its sunday all 15 of us were here today... counting dh it would be 16.. without the grandparents...

ppl dont think about alot of things that affect military families... and i swear if one more person asks me how I am able to be away from him for so long... bc they just couldnt do it, i will beat them with my crutches!!! the only thing i can think is they must not love their SO all that much...

Oh my gosh I so feel the same. I was buying food the other day and I was wearing my navy sweatshirt and some lady asked if I knew someone in the navy and I told her my boyfriend. She then asked if he was deployed and I told her yes. She then went on the say, you are very brave and I never could have done that at your age. Someone else had just happened to walk by and hear our convo and they then said, "I don't know how you do it. I never could do that. How do you trust him?" Excuse me, how do I trust him? I wanted to scream at this person so much.

I think if James asked me to go to vegas with him after a bit of being engaged i would do it. Then I would plan a big wedding cause my family is so very important to me that I want to share my happiness with them.

Yeah..I wanted to just go to a tropical island and get married there, and do a reception for our families later..DH wanted a big wedding!

ppl dont think about alot of things that affect military families... and i swear if one more person asks me how I am able to be away from him for so long... bc they just couldnt do it, i will beat them with my crutches!!! the only thing i can think is they must not love their SO all that much...

GAH! I hate that! Why don't people think before they speak? It doesn't bug me when another military SO asks how I am, but when a true civvie(non-military related) asks, it bugs me because they have NO idea what we are going through and never will.

Michele, why are you on crutches again?

I actaully found three shirts i'm ordering..on says:" my husband voluntarily protects his country so that yours doesnt get drafted"

" My husband scarifices time with our family so you can spend precious time with yours"

" What part of AMRY WIFE do you not understand?"

and they have them for GFs, Finacee's, and all other branches too

I have a downward and lateral shift onmy left hip from the L5 vertabrea down...it doesnt hurtt anymore, it just makes one leg long than the other and it makes it hard to walk, lol... and we're just waiting on them to figure out how to fix it... they are too sure yet..

I once said to someone, "I don't do cause I have to, I do it cause I want to"

Some people just don't understand.

I also had a friend of mine, who has a big crush on me ask if I was going to stay with James while he is deployed. WHAT KIND OF A QUESTION IS THAT! OF COURSE i AM!!

I have a downward and lateral shift onmy left hip from the L5 vertabrea down...it doesnt hurtt anymore, it just makes one leg long than the other and it makes it hard to walk, lol... and we're just waiting on them to figure out how to fix it... they are too sure yet..

ouch! Back problems suck! I have scoliosis, and it totally is annoying at times.

I once said to someone, "I don't do cause I have to, I do it cause I want to"

Some people just don't understand.

I also had a friend of mine, who has a big crush on me ask if I was going to stay with James while he is deployed. WHAT KIND OF A QUESTION IS THAT! OF COURSE i AM!!

I love the line in red. SO true!

I also had the same thing happen to me in HS, one of my guy friends wanted me to be with him since Jer was gone, he didn;t understand the whole LDR thing!

when someone asks me those questions, I just tell them... I do it bc I love my husband more than anything in this world, nothing can change that, and i would gladly wait a lifetime just to spend 10 minutes in his arms.. that usually makes them shut up and leave me alone.. and usually wonder about their own marriages, lol..

eh its more annoying of an injury than anything, i just tip over if i dont use the crutches for balance, lol..

I love the line in red. SO true!

I also had the same thing happen to me in HS, one of my guy friends wanted me to be with him since Jer was gone, he didn;t understand the whole LDR thing!

I know isn't that a great line.

lol, that must be fun(not!). I hate crutches with a passion...I always had touse them in the snow.

I wrote this and sent it to James

How can I tell you how much I miss you? Everytime I try and put down my thoughts I just stop and think about you. I think about how much I miss you. I think about how much I miss your kisses. I think about even though I hate when you joke around with me about ne I can't help but to go over to you and kiss you cause you have that smile on your face that can always make me melt. There are so many things I miss about you that I can never tell you cause I can only express when you are in front of me. There are so many things that I want to say but can't cause I can't find the words to say them. When I am in your arms everything feels right. I feel safe in your arms. When you kiss me the world seems to stop and I can't get enough of them cause they are the greatest thing. I could go on and on about how I feel about you but I won't because I want to save how I feel so I can show you when you come home and the world is right again.

willow that is soooo sweet!

my other pet peeve is everyone saying " are you okay ?" bc he's deployed.. and when i say i'll be alright.. they ask are you sure?? when what i really want to say is :" how the hell do you think i am?? my husband is over in a freaking war zone putting his life on the line for dumbasses like you that cant seem to understand that this shit is no game and its freaking real!! no i am not okay.. i dont sleep i dont eat .. I cant watch tv, listen to the radio or do much of anything with out breaking down in tears 50 times a day.. and then i have to deal with ppl like yousaying you dont undestand how i do it and you always ask how i am!!"..

thanks Jennifer. James told me that is the sweetest thing he had seen anyone write. Its so how I feel too.

I post blogs on myspace for DH to read, telling him all the things i feel that i dont want to tell him on the phone or messnger...and he always seems to read them when he;s on messenger w/ webcam... so he covers his face bc he doesnt want me to see him crying, but i can tell that he is...

my other pet peeve is everyone saying " are you okay ?" bc he's deployed.. and when i say i'll be alright.. they ask are you sure?? when what i really want to say is :" how the hell do you think i am?? my husband is over in a freaking war zone putting his life on the line for dumbasses like you that cant seem to understand that this shit is no game and its freaking real!! no i am not okay.. i dont sleep i dont eat .. I cant watch tv, listen to the radio or do much of anything with out breaking down in tears 50 times a day.. and then i have to deal with ppl like yousaying you dont undestand how i do it and you always ask how i am!!"..

I honestly started replying with how awful I was after a while, and people really started to shut up and quit asking me the stupid qeustions.

my other pet peeve is everyone saying " are you okay ?" bc he's deployed.. and when i say i'll be alright.. they ask are you sure?? when what i really want to say is :" how the hell do you think i am?? my husband is over in a freaking war zone putting his life on the line for dumbasses like you that cant seem to understand that this shit is no game and its freaking real!! no i am not okay.. i dont sleep i dont eat .. I cant watch tv, listen to the radio or do much of anything with out breaking down in tears 50 times a day.. and then i have to deal with ppl like yousaying you dont undestand how i do it and you always ask how i am!!"..

:hugs :hugs :hugs :hugs

I did something like that about 3 weeks ago to one of my bestfriends. She was complaining about her bf not calling her for 4 days and was saying, I don't know how you do it. One thing turns to another and I am yelling at her saying, WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND IS GONE FOR 7 OR MORE MONTHS AT A TIME AND CAN'T REALLY TALK TO YOU YOU THEN CAN HAVE THE RIGHT TO COMPLAIN. BUT UNTIL THAT HAPPENS YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY THAT BECAUSE i HAVE GONE 4 MONTHS WITH OUT SEEING THE MAN THAT i LOVE! i NEVER SLEEP CAUSE i AM WORRIED ABOUT HIM, ITS HARD TO WATCH TV AND HAVING SOME FOODS LIKE PASTA IS VERY HARD CAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF HIM!!!!

another thing i do is send little im's through out the day.. just my little way of talking to him when he's not here... when i talked to him the other night, he told me that those messges and blogs are what keeps him going over there, bc they remind him of how much i love him and let him know i am thinking about him all the time...

AWWW i do that sort of stuff too. Even though I know James is asleep I will write him saying how much I miss him and that I love him. Sometimes I find little poems or songs to show how I feel about him.

i embarassed the MIL at their friends the other night bc someone asked me how i was doing.. and it hard been a really hard day bc it was our anniversy... so i told them to reach inside themselves rip out their heart and send it to Iraq for 12-18 months and tell me how it fucking feels...

bravo Michele! and bravo willow...I get sick of Military wives being looked down in this country, it;s the hardest job out there!

I blew up at my mom the other night. She was going out to have dinner with my dad and I was having a bad day and I just starting yelling, "I wish I could have dinner with someone but I can't!"

I can't eblieve it is almost noon!

I wasnt even mad when i said that... but the she proceeded to tell me that i was over reacting and being a military wife isnt that hard and most only do it for the benefits....then i got pissed... and it got really ugly..

Its almost 2 in the morning here and I am not tired

I wasnt even mad when i said that... but the she proceeded to tell me that i was over reacting and being a military wife isnt that hard and most only do it for the benefits....then i got pissed... and it got really ugly..

*valley girl* Oh no she didn't...lol

its three am here and i'm not tired lol

I wasnt even mad when i said that... but the she proceeded to tell me that i was over reacting and being a military wife isnt that hard and most only do it for the benefits....then i got pissed... and it got really ugly..

ohhh I woulda PUNCHED her!

Going to bed at 5 am is nothing new to me. James worries about me. I just tell him that not alot of sleep is going to happen until he is back in my bed and in my arms.

ohhh I woulda PUNCHED her!

Oh its on like donky kong

I wanna punch something..I feel like jello wrestling!

I felt like that the other night. I told my friend, Just let me hit something and I would feel so much better.

on like donkey kong :rofl

What do you expect at 2 am in the morning

I need to go play in a bounce house or something...you know, those giant blowup things? that they have at fairs?

hehe.. I just told James he needs to take me to bed

my MIL wasnt near me when this was happening... what got her attention was i threw my crutches down and told the woman to go fuck herself bc she didnt know a damn thing about military life and if she really supported the military that she wouldnt say shit like that bc the fact that my husband is puttinghis life on the line for a hypocritical self righteous bitch like her made me want to vomit. and if she said one more word about it or to me in general I was going to break her jaw.. ( she's like 45 ish lol )... and that;s when the PIl got invovled... bc someone filled them in on what was said... now that woman isnt allowed at 7 different houses here bc aside from me, 4 others have sons that are deployed right now... so yeah..hehe... this cats got claws, lol...

on like donkey kong is just hialrious!

I need to go play in a bounce house or something...you know, those giant blowup things? that they have at fairs?

ooooo they have those sumo (sp?) things that you can put on ..we should do that

my MIL wasnt near me when this was happening... what got her attention was i threw my crutches down and told the woman to go fuck herself bc she didnt know a damn thing about military life and if she really supported the military that she wouldnt say shit like that bc the fact that my husband is puttinghis life on the line for a hypocritical self righteous bitch like her made me want to vomit. and if she said one more word about it or to me in general I was going to break her jaw.. ( she's like 45 ish lol )... and that;s when the PIl got invovled... bc someone filled them in on what was said... now that woman isnt allowed at 7 different houses here bc aside from me, 4 others have sons that are deployed right now... so yeah..hehe... this cats got claws, lol...

you go girl!

my youngest BIL let me punch him a few times today so i got most of my anger out, lol...but then he complained bc i hit hard... and wanted to know where i learned to hit like that, lol... i was a sparing partner for a golden gloves boxer for a while, lol...

ooooo they have those sumo (sp?) things that you can put on ..we should do that

that would be awesome!!!!!!!!!!!

my MIL wasnt near me when this was happening... what got her attention was i threw my crutches down and told the woman to go fuck herself bc she didnt know a damn thing about military life and if she really supported the military that she wouldnt say shit like that bc the fact that my husband is puttinghis life on the line for a hypocritical self righteous bitch like her made me want to vomit. and if she said one more word about it or to me in general I was going to break her jaw.. ( she's like 45 ish lol )... and that;s when the PIl got invovled... bc someone filled them in on what was said... now that woman isnt allowed at 7 different houses here bc aside from me, 4 others have sons that are deployed right now... so yeah..hehe... this cats got claws, lol...

If I ever get in a fight you are my back up

I'm making an amazon.com wishlist, adn there is soooo much baby stuff I want to put on there but I'm not preggers yet :tears

I'm making an amazon.com wishlist, adn there is soooo much baby stuff I want to put on there but I'm not preggers yet :tears

hehe...I was the same when I was shopping for James' sister. So much of the stuff she wanted was so cute

my cats are batty :screwy

hehe...I was the same when I was shopping for James' sister. So much of the stuff she wanted was so cute

I would seriosuly put it on there if my family wasn't going to see it!

yeah I got applauded for that, lol... and what made it so bad was that one of the girls there has a navy DH that is deployed to... she just was too stunned to say anything, lol..i have a really short temper with stupid ppl so i tend to jump on them right off, lol..the worst part about all that was that i started crying bc it made me sad to know that DH was over there for ppl like her..and then i started thinking about him being over there, and i got even sadder and then the whole day caught up with me and i cried for hours..

man I want a lot of stuff

yeah I got applauded for that, lol... and what made it so bad was that one of the girls there has a navy DH that is deployed to... she just was too stunned to say anything, lol..i have a really short temper with stupid ppl so i tend to jump on them right off, lol..the worst part about all that was that i started crying bc it made me sad to know that DH was over there for ppl like her..and then i started thinking about him being over there, and i got even sadder and then the whole day caught up with me and i cried for hours..

:hugs next time call me and we will go slap that bitch for saying shit.

If I was there I would have done the same thing. However I might have slapped the lady.

oh i know what you mean about the wish list... I'm already thinking about names,lol..and bassonnetts, lol...and it could very well be 18 months before i get preggers, lol... I get this weird longing anytime i see baby stuff, lol.. and this just started once we realized we were just waiting on the other, but we were both ready, lol...

man I want a lot of stuff

I went to Target the other day to look for some bowls and I wanted to get so much stuff...Its not fair that I have to wait

I was about to swing on her but my PIL grabbed my arm... ( already had the fist drawing back, lol) I may be broken at the moment, but I could've taken her, lol.. I was trained for that stuff, lol

Oh that website with all the tshirts i was telling you about is www.marriedtothearmy.com meant to tell you earlier but they have stuff for all the branches, lol

I can just see you punching the lady

what's funny is that i'm only 5'2 " and only weigh 125 lbs, lol.. and DH is 6'4" and weighs 270... at least he did when he left, lol...he said something about sweating fat off and working out alot...so he might still weigh the same... I could tell from the webcam he was leaning out, but it looked like he was bulking up a bit too... yeah so he looked so yummy i wanted to lick the screen , lol..

*note to self* don't look at wedding dresses when bored

They are just so dang pretty and I want one

what's funny is that i'm only 5'2 " and only weigh 125 lbs, lol.. and DH is 6'4" and weighs 270... at least he did when he left, lol...he said something about sweating fat off and working out alot...so he might still weigh the same... I could tell from the webcam he was leaning out, but it looked like he was bulking up a bit too... yeah so he looked so yummy i wanted to lick the screen , lol..

mmmmmm...db sent me a pic of his abs. YUMMY!!!!!!!!!

baby blues suck.I'm normally pretty good and accepting about it being all in God's time, but at the same time I want to be pregnant NOW

lol willow....dresses are pretty!

hmm..bubble bath or shower today?

lol willow....dresses are pretty!

I know!!! There is this one that I have seen a couple times and I want it

And the shoes! THE SHOES!! I love shoes!!!

yeah i told him when i saw him on web cam that he looks so good it made me hurt, lol.. then i realized i need to start dieting now bc r&r isnt that far off, lol... and he told me to " prepare".. lol

I got married barefooted, lol.. I couldnt find any shoes that i liked so i didnt wear any

I know!!! There is this one that I have seen a couple times and I want it

And the shoes! THE SHOES!! I love shoes!!!

I had these adorable 4 inch heels with lacework across the toes..they were off minutes after the cermony was over and I wore flipflops the rest of the day!

Yeah I don't have long to loss the rest of my weight. James also told me he can't wait to show off his hot girlfriend to the people he grew up with.

I love shoes. James tells me I have to get rid of some of them cause I never wear them...Well, I might. Plus he is an inch taller then me and I feel bad wearing 6 inch heels around him

lol! DH is 5 inches taller than me, it's perfect for me!

DH is a foot and 2 inches taller than me.. he is literally twice my weight, lol... i barely come to his chest, lol... I wore 6 inch heels one day, and i can to to the top of his shoulder, lol

sometimes I wish he was taller but most of the time I love that he is just an inch taller cause I don't have to look up to kiss him.

I can freaking lift James up off the ground. He is about 130 pounds.

I stand on my tip toes and make Dh bend the rest of the way down, lol.. the great thing is he is big enough to carry me around anytime, lol

lol Dh is perfect height and size for me. I can cuddle under his arm jsut perfect, and it's just...perfect. :wub

I'm sitting here in tears for Donna and Danica. I know that modern medicine can work miracles, but it is still terrifying that it is happening to one of our own.

hehe

James doesn't mind that I like to wear heels...He thinks I look hot in them.I mean I do have great legs. hehe

DH is perfect for me.. I like the fact that he is soo much bigger than me...i'm gonna steal a line from you , lol... It is just... perfect!

I'm sitting here in tears for Donna and Danica. I know that modern medicine can work miracles, but it is still terrifying that it is happening to one of our own.

I know! I am about to cry...How can this be happening?

hehe...I was just thinkin about one night that we were falling asleep. I like to rub his chest cause his skin is so smooth. Well, I wouldn't stop rubbing it so he held my hand with both his hands so I would stop. I guess he wanted to try and sleep. lol

okay i offically hate weight standards!!! I jsut calculated my bmi... and it said i was over weight... but i'm short, with big boobs...and i sixe 5 jeans... it doesnt make sense..

My teacher in 7th grade had he son at 26 weeks 2 days and he turned out fine, but it was a looong rough time for him, he's now 7 years old and is doing good, but he didn't catch up until he was 5. There is hope, we need to think positive for her.

okay i offically hate weight standards!!! I jsut calculated my bmi... and it said i was over weight... but i'm short, with big boobs...and i sixe 5 jeans... it doesnt make sense..

:giggle Boobs make such a difference. my friend got her boobs done-as in shrunk-and she went from weighing 140 to 130 and went from overweight to on the thin side because of her boobs! :nutts

thats so crazy!!

DH has done that to me before... he has a light bit of chest hair and I'll do that when I'n half asleep.. and he will hold my hand... now he just automatically holds my hand bc of that, lol.. but i'm not complainin!!

oh I know.

I can't freaking help it! His skin is so soft and i just can't get enough of him in the first place. Besides he always plays with my hair. Don't I get to do something like that with him?