per nightly ritual, you know the drill, lol..

im new, LOL whats the drill??

every night I am here.. lol ...I cant sleep since my husband deployed, I'm here yapping until my body finally runs down enough that i can go to sleep... and it keeps me from breaking down so hard once everyone in the house is asleep and i am alone... its my nightly thing, lol...

I'm here tonight! Can't sleep again.

hehe welcome to my world!! lol...

LOL. I usually can't sleep.

LOL. I usually can't sleep.

Welcome to my world. I don't think I have gone to sleep before midnight since db left.

Good morning!~

well thats good to know!! Im here to keep u company!!

ok so there is a massager on my computer chair and when I sat down about 10 minutes ago it went off!!!!!!!!I freaked out

I think I just enjoy the silence, especially now. Dd was running a high fever all weekend. Then it just suddenly broke and she's covered in a rash. She has roseola. BLAH!

ok so there is a massager on my computer chair and when I sat down about 10 minutes ago it went off!!!!!!!!I freaked out




LOL i bet it felt good after getting over the initial shock of it !! :lol

yes, I screamed then I went "awwwwwww" lol

I am eating chocolate for breakky

oh yummy...

I think I just enjoy the silence, especially now. Dd was running a high fever all weekend. Then it just suddenly broke and she's covered in a rash. She has roseola. BLAH!





oo i hope she gets better soon, hang in there:hugehug

Welcome to my world. I don't think I have gone to sleep before midnight since db left.me neither!!! ... I wish i had a massager in my comp chair ...

me neither!!! ... I wish i had a massager in my comp chair ...

I think the ealiest I have gone to sleep was 1am...The only reason I have one is because dbs mom has one and I am using her computer.

It's euopean chyocolate too :devil

oo i hope she gets better soon, hang in there:hugehug

Thanks. The rash should be gone tomorrow. It only last 3 days. It was dealing with a fever that was staying between 101-104 that was hard.

ughh i hate having to write business letters!! but i've got to do it..lol..

yes, I screamed then I went "awwwwwww" lol

i would have done the same thing but i think i would have enjoyed it more!! :cloud9:goodvibes lol

It's euopean chyocolate too :devil

extra yummy

ughh i hate having to write business letters!! but i've got to do it..lol..

why do you have to do that?

Thanks. The rash should be gone tomorrow. It only last 3 days. It was dealing with a fever that was staying between 101-104 that was hard.



ive been there before, i know its hard but you will make it thru!

i was just thinking and I have been sick 2 times already during this deployment

I am here I think I end up staying awake until 1-2am every night even though I know I need sleep. It is about the only alone time I get since the kids have decided to start being early bird risers.
I really hate the married single mom shit sometimes.

I am having to write a letter on DH's behalf to a finance company, bc they screwed up.. we had a car leased though them and we turned it bc of deployment... which the SSRA covers...but the damn company had a dumbass working for them and put it on his credit as a repossesion..So I'm dealing with this damn place getting this crap fixed and off his credit so that we can get a blazer when he gets back... we're gonna start looking around when he's on R &R but we have to get that off his credit first so that the interest rate wont be so damn high and so that we wont have to have a downpayment...so we can actaully get the blazer so that we dont have to worry about it when we start ttc when he gets back... wanna have all our ducks in a row before the next generation gets here..lol..

I am having to write a letter on DH's behalf to a finance company, bc they screwed up.. we had a car leased though them and we turned it bc of deployment... which the SSRA covers...but the damn company had a dumbass working for them and put it on his credit as a repossesion..So I'm dealing with this damn place getting this crap fixed and off his credit so that we can get a blazer when he gets back... we're gonna start looking around when he's on R &R but we have to get that off his credit first so that the interest rate wont be so damn high and so that we wont have to have a downpayment...so we can actaully get the blazer so that we dont have to worry about it when we start ttc when he gets back... wanna have all our ducks in a row before the next generation gets here..lol..

WOW that really sucks you are being a very good wife getting it all squared away for him though! :tu

WOW that really sucks you are being a very good wife getting it all squared away for him though! :tu

:agree

I am having to write a letter on DH's behalf to a finance company, bc they screwed up.. we had a car leased though them and we turned it bc of deployment... which the SSRA covers...but the damn company had a dumbass working for them and put it on his credit as a repossesion..So I'm dealing with this damn place getting this crap fixed and off his credit so that we can get a blazer when he gets back... we're gonna start looking around when he's on R &R but we have to get that off his credit first so that the interest rate wont be so damn high and so that we wont have to have a downpayment...so we can actaully get the blazer so that we dont have to worry about it when we start ttc when he gets back... wanna have all our ducks in a row before the next generation gets here..lol..

Wow. That sucks. Good luck getting things taken care of.

It one thing on my list of things lol... he had a run of bad luck before he met me, lol... and he's had trouble getting it all taken care of, but i'm not having that much trouble... I noticed that when you say deployed, Iraq, and JAG in the same sentence, ppl seem to listen, lol... i have enuff to worry about just with him being deployed that I jsut refuse to deal with any bs.

I figured that if i get it done while he's gone, then that is less he has to deal with when he gets back... so its kinda like a little welcome home gift in a way..

It one thing on my list of things lol... he had a run of bad luck before he met me, lol... and he's had trouble getting it all taken care of, but i'm not having that much trouble... I noticed that when you say deployed, Iraq, and JAG in the same sentence, ppl seem to listen, lol... i have enuff to worry about just with him being deployed that I jsut refuse to deal with any bs.

I totally feel you. I had to take db car in for a check up and they became very nice when I told them he was deployed

yep!!

its funny how that seems to work

I CANT SLEEP! ERR

I can never sleep hun.. I've already accepted that I wont until he gets home..lol

I can never sleep hun.. I've already accepted that I wont until he gets home..lol

so true..Pretty much the only time I go to sleep is when its like 5 am or db yells at me and tells me to go to sleep

I can never sleep hun.. I've already accepted that I wont until he gets home..lol
My hubby is home, hes sleeping like a mother flippin baby and snoring... I think thats why I dont get sleep much.

But then agian when he is gone I dont sleep either.. man.. this sucks

My hubby is home, hes sleeping like a mother flippin baby and snoring... I think thats why I dont get sleep much.

But then agian when he is gone I dont sleep either.. man.. this sucks

I bet you have already tried this but sleepy time tea or even just chamomile?

hehe they only time i can fall asleep early is if my BIL who is in the room next to me starts snoring.... bc it sounds jsut like DH when he's snoring... its a comfort thing i guess

Michele-can you rearrange your siggy some? It's sctrecthig my screen..maybe just put the ciker on one line and everything else below it?

I bet you have already tried this but sleepy time tea or even just chamomile?
yeah. I take sleeping pills and they dont even work sometimes. I just cant shut off my brain.

I'm about ready to go curl up in my bed, but DH is sitting at the desk on his computer so it's not a without him sleep thing... although I'm sure when this next deployment gets here I'll have my own trouble getting to sleep!

yeah. I take sleeping pills and they dont even work sometimes. I just cant shut off my brain.

oh I hate that. Sometimes even when I am tired my brian just thinks and thinks.

oh I hate that. Sometimes even when I am tired my brian just thinks and thinks.
I keep thinking of everything i need to do, and the family coming.. and its just going over and over in my brain. I cantshut if ott at all.

I normally fall asleep around 5ish

When I can't sleep I go get my purry kitty and cuddle with him..he purrs me to sleep!

yeah mine does that and i dont always like what it thinks about..its keeps going back to everything we did together before he left and to how long it wil be before he gets home...

and this might be kinda weird, but I like being awake while DH is asleep. I feel like I can spend more time withhim, even though he is sleeping.. i dunno

I keep thinking of everything i need to do, and the family coming.. and its just going over and over in my brain. I cantshut if ott at all.

I normally fall asleep around 5ish

I do that with homework. I also did that the week before I came to AK

and this might be kinda weird, but I like being awake while DH is asleep. I feel like I can spend more time withhim, even though he is sleeping.. i dunno

DB does that with me. He will stay away and just look at me, I know this cause once I woke up and saw him look at me. I asked him if he did that alot and he said yes.

and this might be kinda weird, but I like being awake while DH is asleep. I feel like I can spend more time withhim, even though he is sleeping.. i dunno

I know what you mean exactly!

I hope your brain turns off soon, I hate when mine does that!

That isnt weird.. I actaully cant fall asleep until he's completely asleep ( i know when he is bc he starts snoring) lol

That isnt weird.. I actaully cant fall asleep until he's completely asleep ( i know when he is bc he starts snoring) lol

I am the same way with db! except he doesn't snore. I know he is asleep when his arm sorta twiches

OK I got to go and finish picking up the living room and head to bed! Night all.

night!! I'll be here for a while.. the letter is 5 pages handwritten, and i dont write very large, lol...

5 pages! OMG

yeah they really screwed up.. luckily this is the last thing that has to be done... they've gotten everything else done, they just have to have a written letter of everything that was wrong so that they can make sure its all documented and all that so they can make sure its all taken care of... and also so that If we decide to get another car from them, they will know to do alot of ass kissing,lol.. they actaully told me that too, lol..

lol thats great and not so great.

well like i said, i know how to get my point across.. when i call this company now and tell them my last name.. they immediately transfer me to the claims supervisor, lol.. i think i've yelled, cussed and threatened all the reps, so they know my name now, lol..

thought you might find this amusing...
I thought this was just too cute...


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haha thats the way you have to be sometimes.

thought you might find this amusing...
I thought this was just too cute...


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what is it? I see nothing

damn it didnt paste... grrr....let me see if i can get it too.. its so funny, lol

okay i cant do it here... but go to general support and chat and look on page two i think at the one called " new threat".. its pretty funnny

that is so funny

hehe i thought yall might enjoy it, lol..

ugh I want to ask db if he ment it that night when he said, "then have my babies" its been bothering me for months. I guess I can let it bother me some more. did he mean it? was he joking? does he want to have kids with me?

I think too much

dont worry so much... chances are if he said it, then somewhere in the depths of his mind then he has thought about it, whether he knows it or not... DH said the same thing to me before last year on the first day he told me he loves me... and now we're planning ttc when he gets home.... would've done it already, but he wants to be here for every step..lol.. which makes me happy.. even though i wouldnt mind if i was already preggo.. it would be like has a small piece of him with me every moment...sorry i'm getting all dorky right now.. jsut watched the american soldier video by toby keith... made me proud and weepy...

Its all good. I think way too much for my own good. Its funny I tend to do that when db is not here.

i just love my over active brain

hehe i do that since he's been gone.. but my thoughts tend to run a different direction.. is he okay? did I tell him enough that i love him? that kinda stuff, lol

Oh I am that way too. James always asks if I am staying up late cause I am worried about him. I tell him no but I only do that because I don't want him to worry that I am worried about him.

omg you sound just like me!!! lol...

omg you sound just like me!!! lol...

i just hate to worry him cause I know he worries about me. you know

I know exactly what you mean.. when i talk to DH I tell him whats going on, so that we can talk about it and plan, ect.. but if its not good,then i make it seem less serious, just so that he wont worry as much.

Even when he is here I hate for him to worry about me cause I know he does. Once I was having a really bad day for some reason I don't remember why, but he came over to see me and spend the night even though he had duty the next morning and the ship is an hour away from my house (when there is no traffic mind you)

that is so sweet!! that makes me think of all the wonderfully sweet things DH has done...:lovestruck .. I miss my :soldier

awww..yes James is my sweetie.

So I was talking to his step dad just now on IM and he asked me if I thought that James and I would get married. I told him I hope so.

hehe that is aesome!!

okay yall i've gotta get this letter typed.. but if you have yahoo messenger.. i am still on there... aquetas_moon
hit me up

Ugh I totally didnt sleep until 3 then woke up at 6!!! I SHOULD HAVE STAYED ON...I should have learned from the past few weeks I cant sleep :insomnia