He called me last night. I have to recharge the phone card so he can call me again today after his appt. for his thumb.

I chewed him out for recent phone calls. He started getting all hard ass with me and then I got quiet (thats a huge warning that I am getting pissed) and then he started to soften up. So I wanted to ask him a few questions but I had to suck him in first. I told him there was a place he could build his models when he came home, he said where. I said you answer me 3 questions and I will tell you deal? Took me about 10 minutes cause he knew what was coming. :lol


Question #1:
Do you still love me as much as the day you married me?
Answer: No I love you more
Question: Really? What do you mean?
Answer: Because we have been through more, we've been through a lot together.


Question #2:
Are you still going to be the way you were when you come home?
(for 7 years we have been struggling with the fact that he never shows enough affection/emotion, Then when I had natalie til he left he finally started being my perfect dream of what I wanted from him.)
Answer: See thats not a fair question because I dont know what you are talking about.
Question: Dont play that Matt, you know what you were like. You were perfect, everything I wanted for so long. Always touching/kissing/loving, etc.
Answer: Well I didn't realize I was doing it but yeah I will be the same when I come home.


Question #3:
Do you ever catch yourself looking at me and having thoughts of deep love and passion?
Answer: I tell you that all the time but you never believe me.
Question: I am prepared to believe you know, do you?
Answer: I always tell you this, why believe me now.
Question: Things have changed. (then I get quiet) I want to know if you look and think about me the same way I do you. I realize sometimes I am watching you and running through my mind all the reasons I love you and how amazing you are and how perfect, etc etc. (quiet again)
Answer: Yes Wendy, I do it all the time.


Then there was 1 extra question, well really more a statement. I told him when he came home it was reallllly important to me that he was totally dominating the first time we uh..... :D That I wanted him to be in charge and ravage my body and then we could do other stuff. He said "that will not be a problem trust me............you are kinda weird you know that?"


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aww bunks you made me laugh and cry! im glad you got a good talk with him you deserved it!!! so happy for you!! (L)

Thanks chels, hows it going? You talk to your bf recently? Looks like we are both counting down to august, waahoo! :lol Those things I talked to him about were things I had to get off my chest.

hes pretty good i talked to him online yesterday for quite a while. we actually hashed some stuff out too, we both had some things to get off of our chests as well...must be that time before they get home?...yes august can not get here fast enough i know the dates pretty much and have my countdowns EVERYWHERE to keep me motivated to get thru these last couple months!! im happy for both of us! :hugs

It sounds like a conversation that I need to have with my SO. I know that he is that way but he has been gone it seems like forever. I think that your conversation was so great. It gives me a warm feeling inside. I am so glad that you shared.

awww, glad he called!!! :hugs :mrgreen

Aww I am so excited for you chels!! I got a date for when they come home for good too :D I can't wait for august R&R though. I am glad you guys got some stuff taken care of too and yeah I think it is the whole anexity right before reunion.


Angela, I refused to talk to him about it until my MIL started pushing me. I got reallly depressed because these worries and feelings were eating me alive. She kept telling me to tell him. So he called and started getting hard a$$ again and I couldn't stand it. I didn't mope around the house for over a week depressed as crap to be talked too like that so I snapped and then he realized something was wrong. Then the questions started and I gotta tell you, I feel like ten million bucks this morning.

having a date is probably one of the best things about a damn deployment! im glad you talked to him and august will be here before we know it!! yayyyyyy :D:D:D

I keep telling him DO NOT GET ME PREGNANT! He always gets me pregnant on leave :rofl

LOL

Oh, that's great... It must be such a load off your mind.. I'm glad he called.

I had a hard time timing my birth control for R&R... I bought a bunch of tests from the dollar store after he left :giggle

Yay for phone calls!! Glad you were able to get things out in the open and it sounds like you two are going to thave a great homecoming in August!!

(L)CONGRATS!!!!!:cp:pinkie:hula:hugs

Thanks ladies! :D

I just settled on my outfit for R&R too and lets just say he isn't going to know what hit him when he comes down those stairs and sees me. I'm going to be like a freaking sex Goddess!

Okay, I literally laughed out loud one of those big HA laughs at the last line. I'm glad you got to talk to him and get it all out. :hugs and :roflmao

Okay, I literally laughed out loud one of those big HA laughs at the last line. I'm glad you got to talk to him and get it all out. :hugs and :roflmao

:lol He called again last night to update about his thumb and he was still saying I was weird but then it evolved to "effin crazy" :rofl

Yeah, DF tells me that all the time. I just have to remind him that he wouldn't have me any other way. :lol

True Story!! I tell him "you like it and you know it!"


But...the weird and crazy comments are related to sexual requests :rofl However, even with the sex removed I am still a weird cookie. ;)