DB leaves in a week tomorrow, i wuold just have a little over 2 weeks with him. i can't believe i am fixing to go another year without him. i dont want to please dont take him again. this is the third time i have had him taken from me for a year. i want to fix us and its gonna be even harder while he is in germany for a freaking year. I hate i can't enjoy his couple of weeks because i know that is just temporary. he is going to leave me again. i am tired of being alone. even when we were together and i was talking to someone else, i was alone because it wasn't DB. i love this man despite his faults and his mistakes and i am tired of you taking him

:hugs I know it must be very hard but try to enjoy the time you have together. :hugs

You just have to take a deep breath and stop thinking "omigods, only one week left" and start thinking "there's STILL one week left!"

Let yourself enjoy the time now, or you'll regret it once he's gone. I know I had a really hard time, where I'd be having a panic attack because it was Monday (or whatever day) and that meant there were only X days left. I just had to mentally slap myself and try to change my attitude about it because I didn't want to spend ONE MOMENT of our time together worrying about our time apart.... I knew I had all that time apart for that. KWIM?

:hugs It sucks. Have fun with him and try to breathe through it.

Definately just try to enjoy this time together and wait to think about things.

:hugs :hugs you can do this...enjoy your time together while you can!! we are all here for you while he is gone!!