soo i got a call from Kevin on monday and first of all i was shocked because usually its AT LEAST 2 weeks before i get a call and it was only about a week and a half since the last call but of course i LOVED IT but it ended up being not so good of a conversation, i mean we talked for like 45 minutes and things were fine but oh myyy godddd i never heard him sound so depressed in my life. it killed me to hear him like that :sadeyes and he said (in the SADDEST voice ever) "i just need to be home" i was like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh like i want to be like YES YES YOU DO! lol but obviously thats not going to help... its just so hard to stay positive sometimes... especially when i hear him like that, because then i just get sad... it sucks. :depressed

butttt then yesterday it was my birthday and i was NOT expecting a call at all obviously because i had just gotten one but HE DID! he called like RIGHT before midnight i dunno HOWWWW he did that lol but he is so good! god i love him :smitten and we got to talk for over TWO HOURS!! ahhhhhhh it was just so good and he was MUCH happier this time, thank GOD. it was just really good... noww... HE NEEDS TO COME HOME! lol 4 more months....

i guess i just wanted to share my excitement! haha:D