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cam45
07-06-2007, 09:24 PM
aggh I missed DB's phone call tonight and am just in tears:tears His voicemail sounded so sad and he sounded worn out. It has been over 3 weeks since we've been able to REALLY talk (he called a week and a half ago but we only could talk for 4 min).

I feel like I let him down when I miss a call, and that he won't call anymore because he doesn't expect me to answer or something:worried. He said he'd try to call back but who knows if that will happen. If he's not able to it could be another 2 weeks before I get a call:(

I need to talk to him just as much as he might need to talk to me this time. I'm just so sad, I can't stand the thought of waiting another cycle for a call again and worrying that I disappointed him:(

Not being able to call him back drives me absolutely insane and just makes it all worse. Now I wont be able to do anything tonight except think about my phone ringing:nutts

princessgwynn
07-06-2007, 09:26 PM
So sorry honey! :hugehug But like I said to one of the other girls- remember, at least this way you have a voicemail from him so you can hear his voice whenever you want to. And I am certain that he doesn't think you are ignoring him or something, he will continue to call, he loves you & knows you love him! :hugehug

chelsea<3josh
07-06-2007, 09:27 PM
im sorry! missing their calls is the worst feeling in the world! and not being able to call them back is just as bad :( :( im sure he will call you back if he can! my db says that too when i miss his call and he always does. i know exactly how you are feeling! :hugs :hugs

bunkie
07-07-2007, 02:06 AM
(((hugs)))

tifflovezyou
07-07-2007, 02:24 AM
it happened to me LAST NIGHT I was livid! and upset, but he called back! :hugs i know how bad it feels. Hopefully he can call back :hugs

JennJenn80
07-07-2007, 03:08 AM
im sorry!

sillygrl76
07-11-2007, 09:25 PM
I know how you feel. I once missed DB's call while on break at work. My phone was in my pocket and all I heard was the beep for the voicemail. I wanted to strangle myself, lol. I didn't get another call for about three weeks. Now my phone is permanently with me, even in the bathroom. Gotta do what ya gotta do.

cheerkelly
07-11-2007, 11:45 PM
Oh, I'm so sorry! I can't believe this happened to you again! I know what you're feeling, and I wish there was something I could do to make it better...but I know that until you get to actually talk to him, nothing will help. Have you tried calling his number using the zero like I told you about? I haven't tried it yet, but I keep thinking I just might.....

I'll send those positive vibes your way (and his)! I'm "willing" him to call you again....is it working yet?

cam45
07-12-2007, 12:31 AM
finally got to talk to him today....but it took yet another missed call on top of the others before we finally got it together!

Have you tried calling his number using the zero like I told you about? I haven't tried it yet, but I keep thinking I just might.....


Yeah I knew about the 011 or whatever, I tried it this afternoon on a phone at the school I was painting at, got a foreign taped message lol so I bet his phone was off. Still can't call it on my cell:arg
Weird thing though...you said you have to put in the 011 for your txts?? I don't have to do that when I send them to him!?

cheerkelly
07-12-2007, 10:50 AM
His texts come with the 11....number. I just have to add the zero to the front. How weird! And Sprint charges me 15 cents per overseas text...both incoming and outgoing! Argh!

I'm going to have to try and call him on my cell phone and see what happens. I think I'll just go ahead and buy an international calling card for Iraq. :)

I'm glad you finally got to talk to him though, even if it was only for a half hour!!!!!
:yahoo:yahoo:yahoo

who_knew
07-12-2007, 11:14 AM
:hugs I hate it when that happens!!! I have missed a call and he called back and I still didn't get it....I cried all day :( I hope he has the chance to call you back sooner than what you are expecting.

TLH6775
07-12-2007, 01:42 PM
aww im sorry girl! oh my god i missed 2 calls IN A ROW from kevin like a months or so again and i havent spoken to him in so long so i know exactly how you feel... i swear i just lost it after the second time. the first time he left a longer voicemail and he sounded so sad and i thought all the same things that you just said, god it killed me. but the second time i went to the bathroom for .5 SECONDS! OH MY GOD i could have killed someone seriously, i lost my mind i cried so hard for a long time. dont worry he will call back as soon as he can! i hope you feel better =)