I REALLY need to vent. I have been gong through the craziest anxiety(? I guess that's what it is). For the last THREE weeks, I keep pictureing my dh with some gorl he dated before me. Heck, I don't even know that they dated. ALl I know is I went to get him one night and she was in his bed (we weren't together yet)!! He told me that she was sleeping in his room because there was a guy stalking her and she was scared. 've heard him tell her that he'd rather have a ROOT CANAL than hang out wih her. This was all over 3 years ago and the image of her in his bed just will NOT leave my head. It's driving me crazy!! WHY am I holding on to something that is so old and had nothing to do with me (assuming there was something) anyway???
He needs to come home. I thought it would get easier the closer to him being here, but it's not. It's getting harder. Sorry, I guess I just needed to get this out and MAYBE someone can tell me how to let this go. THanks for listening

:hugs i hope you can find a way to distract yourself from this thought!