So I have been like totally down in the dumps today. To the point I just wanted to throw myself in my bed and sob myself to sleep :tears all day!!! So DB and I were talking via e-mail and he calls me up and he was like "Baby whats wrong?" I was like nothings wrong why? He said I have this feeling somethings wrong are you okay? I lost it! I started BALLING! :arg I am one of those people that NEVER cries and I just went into it. Heaving and everything. I thought I was going to make him :ohsnap:hide He had no clue what was wrong with me :huh I can't even explain it. I mean am I crazy for missing a man soo much it kills my insides? I have never even met him and my heart hurts like hell because I can't be with him. I keep having thoughts of what if, GOD FORBID, anything happens to him? I don't have a touch to remember, a smell I can recall, a face I remember exactly what it looks like. I don't have that! And it KILLS ME!!!! Am I crazy for feeling like my insides are dieing?! Is this normal or am I insane?! I have cried myself to sleep for the past week!!! Over a man I have never met!!! :sigh Am I In Love For Real This Time???:confused:pout:worry

I don't think you're crazy. If you love him, you love him. Plus, from your post he sounds like such a sweet, honestly good guy. I'm glad he was there to listen to you too. I wish I had something awesome to say to cheer you up but I hope you feel a little less sad soon! :hugehug

I think sooooooooooooooooooooooooo. You (L) him. :wub

You're not crazy. We all have those out of the blue cryfest days. I call those BUBBLE BATH AND ICE CREAM DAYSSSSSSSSSS :happydance

If thats crazy, im totally insane :screwy :teehee

I have his t-shirt, it smells like him. I cry in it weekly, and I never cry!

I think your crazy, YES! But, its a good crazy, like crazy in love! :wub :smitten :crazy :attack

that is so right girly...you go bubble bath and ice cream to your hearts content...you love him, you want to kiss him, love him and marry him....:cp (miss congeniality reference in case you missed it):lol
best wishes...hope you feel better!!!

that is so right girly...you go bubble bath and ice cream to your hearts content...you love him, you want to kiss him, love him and marry him....:cp (miss congeniality reference in case you missed it):lol
best wishes...hope you feel better!!!

I totally caught that!! Good use of Random Miss Congeniality Quote :thumbsup :giggle

I think sooooooooooooooooooooooooo. You (L) him. :wub

You're not crazy. We all have those out of the blue cryfest days. I call those BUBBLE BATH AND ICE CREAM DAYSSSSSSSSSS :happydance

:agree Just hang in there girlie. :cheerup

you are not crazy. Well, maybe crazy in love but thats a good kind of crazy. Its ok to have those days when you cry. When I have those days i take a long hot bath, eat some chocolate, and drink some wine.

aw honey it's okay, you're not crazy. That makes perfect sence to me. But you can't think like that. It'll drive you insane! :bigsadhug

Your not crazy its normal...this is a part of why people dont understand that we (the spouces and sig. others) are the forgotten hero's because most of the general public do not understand, unless they have went through it, what we are sacraficing - Your not crazy it just hurts like hell hope you feel better soon!

thanks ladies! Its nice to know I am not crazy...I have just never felt this way before and it scares me :( Hopefully I get my emotions together before he gets home or he is going to be like WTF did I get myself into!!! LOL

He will be home soon and you will be sooo happy!!! Missing them when they are gone hurts like HELL!!!

In some ways it makes even more sense given that you haven't met yet. You don't have any bad experiences or arguments to remember. Its only good. Hope you feel more settled soon.