I just want my DB back:tears. I'm so ready for all this to be over and for him to be able to hold me again. I looked at pictures of us tonight and I just can't even remember almost what it's like to feel him touch me, it's breaking my heart:unlove

Maybe a phonecall would cheer me up a little but :censored I just want him back. back NOW:tears

I'm sorry honey.. :bigsadhug

I know how you feel. Every night my bed is empty, it breaks my heart too.... I have a blanket that he gave me that was on his bed in Hawaii and when he first gave it to me, it smelt like him like CRAZY.. I have kept it folded up and sometimes I try to smell it to find a spot that still smells like him... After 3 months, it's getting veryyy faint :pout


How much longer is he gone? PM me anytime :hugehug

I hope things get better for you, though I know they won't until he returns. :glomp

:hugs I totally understand that feeling. And I am right there with you. Hang in there! PM me if ya ever wanna chat.

Girl Im RIGHT there with you. :hugs Stay strong

:bigsadhug Be strong girlie!

How much longer is he gone?

Probably until next May/June-ish. He'll take R&R in November we are hoping.


Thanks everyone, this is just SO hard right now. It's so difficult when I can't tell him about things, and I try not to overload him with emails. I need him to send me a picture of him over there (haven't gotten any in these 6 months)

grrr I just want us to be a normal couple again:neutral

Keep your chip up sweetie. Hope you hear from him soon.

It will be okay. Just keep remembering the good times and cry, scream, rage, and post whenever you need it. I bawledon the way back from my run this morning because I wanted to share something with DB and couldn't. There are a lot of us right there with you but you have come this far and you don't have too much longer to go.

Nothing stops time and whether we want it to or not, it keeps moving. So even when I am crying me eyes out for him that time counts towards the time until he is back home. KWIM?

It's ok hon, we all feel like that after it gets to certain point you just wanna scream at the world to give you back your life :vent... We are at 11 months and counting. :grphug Rely on your friends and family and just try to stay busy so time will pass quicker for you.

Do we need another marathon chat? You know where to find me and you can IM me ANYTIME...I mean that! :hugs

Do we need another marathon chat? You know where to find me and you can IM me ANYTIME...I mean that! :hugs


LOL you are too good to me:) :hugs. We will definitely talk soon, and guess who's online right now and is talking to me in COMPLETE sentences?!:D

:chest:hula:woohoo:jump4joy:dancing:woot:heehee

And Yay for complete sentences!!!!!!!

Oh and are you SURE we aren't dating the same guy :dunno:wowsers:wink:lmao:puzz:shock:scared I got a 2:30am phone call....makes me wonder ;) ;) ;) I told you, just when you think you can't do this ONE MORE DAY, yep, there they are (L)

:hugs I hope you two had a wonderful conversation and you got to hear all the magic words :hugehug