Mommy2Bailey
09-09-2007, 11:38 AM
The closer I get to the end of this pregnancy the more nervous and scared I get. I am not really scared of labor and delivery. I have done that twice before. The pain doesnt really scare me a lot. I worry all the time that she will be ok.
She kicks so hard and rolls and flips so much I am scared her cord is going to strangle her. I am scared she will kick so hard she will kick a whole in her sack and make me have her too early. I feel like an idiot. I know I cant control these things but I think about stuff way too much.
She is going to be out of the safe little world I have made for her in such a short amount of time. I am going to miss feeling her kick me. I am scared I will do something wrong and hurt her or drop her or something. Its been 10 years since I took care of a baby. Will I remember everything I need to? Will I do everything right?
OK I am done rambling. I just needed to get that out. I dont talk about these feelings with Tony cause I dont want him to think I am nuts. Thanks for listening ladies.
She kicks so hard and rolls and flips so much I am scared her cord is going to strangle her. I am scared she will kick so hard she will kick a whole in her sack and make me have her too early. I feel like an idiot. I know I cant control these things but I think about stuff way too much.
She is going to be out of the safe little world I have made for her in such a short amount of time. I am going to miss feeling her kick me. I am scared I will do something wrong and hurt her or drop her or something. Its been 10 years since I took care of a baby. Will I remember everything I need to? Will I do everything right?
OK I am done rambling. I just needed to get that out. I dont talk about these feelings with Tony cause I dont want him to think I am nuts. Thanks for listening ladies.